.shut me out from this world.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
6:00 PM

And so ends my 3 years in ntu..unless, of course, i don't clear my module. *choy!*

GMS was quite a torture for me, whether mentally or physically. I just hope and pray that ian will sympathise with us and let me get a B. Pleaseeeeee....

Ultra tired these few days, the funeral finally ended today. Juggling between going down to the hospital last week, then the wake, plus studies, is no piece of cake..I think I handled everything pretty badly.

I'm too tired to even think of what I want to type. Not to mention the monthly nightmare which is terrorising me even as I'm blogging..this month's nightmare has so far cost me $62 as a penalty for missing today's driving lesson. Which, incidentally, was supposed to be my first lesson in the circuit. Damn siann.

And now, I don't know if I can make it for tmr's. Seeing as how my cramps typically last 2 days.

This is certainly not how I envisioned my end-of-exams to be. Not the funeral, not the sadness, not the exhaustion, not the worry about exam grades, and definitely not pain from cramps.

I kind of feel like I'm stuck in a vacuum and I see no end point in sight. Don't know what's going to happen from here.

Just lun through the pain first. And pray that I don't have to waste another $36 tmr.

2 funerals in less than four months is 2 too many..

me
scribbled at
6:00 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

have seen my daily craps =]