Saturday, December 29, 2007
1:47 PM
Just realised that my blog is ultra lacking in photos! Though I've been camwhoring quite abit. Haha!

Shall backtrack to the xmas gathering last week! Ultimate funnnn. =)







My favourite picture. =)

Really had a super fun time there! Pity there were only 5 of us..can't wait for the next gathering when everyone will be together!!

Met up with joan, xtina, jeannie and andy last night for dinner! A small gathering before joan flies off to UK once again..it's so ironic that even those of us in sg don't meet up when she's away..joan's like the glue or something. Haha.

Anyways! A picture collage here to summarise the outing. Dinner at Ma maison was far from filling! Chilled out at starbucks after that while watching joan and andy "fight" as usual. Lol.


Will miss you joanie darling! Cya again in a couple months time. =) *huggs

Suddenly feel lazy to blog though I thought I had plenty to talk about. Shall just leave this entry mostly pictorial and save the words for another time.

Can't wait for countdown with my darlings!! =))

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

12:47 AM
My thousand cranes have all materialised!! In fact, I have more than a thousand now. And it's not even 1st jan 2008 yet. =))

Super many many thanks to my number one!! He came all the way down to my house to pass me a box of over 300 cranes..I am ultra touched, really. I know he didn't fold all of them..so here's an uber huge thanks to whoever helped fold! Thankyouu. This really means alot to me.. =)

Hopefully all our efforts will produce the much-awaited miracle..I can't wait to give them to daddy. =)

All I need now is a nice, big transparent container to store the cranes. Hmmm.

It's times like these when I really think back and wonder how did I get so lucky..to have friends like kc. Although we don't meet often or even talk a few times in a week, I can really feel the genuine friendship and how you're always there for me no matter what..best friends indeed. =)

If you told me back in iras that we'd be such good friends now, I'd have found it hard to believe. Haha. But really, having you as my partner there really brought joy to me at work..the guy who talked cock with me, helped turned on my computer and login the phone for me whenever I was late..the friend who never failed to make me laugh..the one whose friendship I really grew to cherish.

Thanks buddy..for everything. =) I didn't have the time to include a card with your birthday gift, so here's an entry dedicated to youu! I know you confirm will read mahh. Just don't know when. Hahaha.

Friends like you are hard to come by indeed..thankyouu for the many-hours-long talks we'd have over the phone, you listening to my grumbles and whines and problems late into the night..thanks for comforting me during my lowest times..for being the one to hush me if I cried..I guess the friendship we share is so special that I can't quite put it in words. I just hope that it transcends everything "friendship" stands for in the dictionary.

Okay before this gets any mushier and pple start getting the wrong idea, I better stop going on and on about how wonderful you are. Although I bet you're loving it haha! =p

But really..thankyouu my number one. You know I'll always be here for you too, no matter rain or shine, through all happiness and sadness. Friendship has gotta be a two-way thing!

Love you buddy, tkkaire and have the happiest birthday alrights! *huggs

When things get so bad they can't get any worse, just look for the light at the end of the tunnel..

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
11:35 PM
Can't believe I have to wait another year to the next xmas againnn. Haha.

Pretty uneventful day spent entirely at home..it's a good day to stay home and help out la. Been living my own life far too often, for far too long. Xmas is a day for family too..

All in all, a rather good xmas. Really happy to see that daddy loved his present. =)

Next few days gonna be me myself and I at work again..what with the entire team on leave and all. There'll be a temp coming in tmr though..hopefully she's some crappy girl who can entertain me some. Haha.

In need of a chillout session! Gotta start finding buddies to drink the night away with me soooon. Kinda miss the days (and nights) I spent with serena just suppering and chatting..staying till near daybreak in holland v sharing our innermost thoughts..I do miss you my dear girl. Hope everything's fine in your life alrights..I'm always here if you need me. Guess I'll date you out someday soon..*huggs

And I'm starting to see, just how different our worlds can be. Your world is one I will never fit in, no matter how hard I try. And I don't even see the point in trying. As for mine..it's probably never even crossed your mind.

Been wondering how it's all going to end. I think I know the answer, somehow. Certain things just die a natural death. Am learning that at times, it's pointless trying to hold on to something which had no ending to begin with. All I need to do now is tell myself to slowly back off and not get anymore involved than I already am..the more I sink into it, the more painful it will be to leave.

I've suffered enough hurt to last me for quite awhile. Didn't intend for this to step beyond a certain line but sometimes, things just have a mind of their own. Or rather, a part of me doesn't want to draw the line. But I know it's not going to work out and so..don't worry, I won't hold you back. It's time I moved on toooo.

Just reread my words and realise that I sound damn bloody vague. Oh what the heck.

Hope I can go for countdown with my darlings, at any rate. Only with them then do my problems and troubles seem further away..

Love you my dears. For being there for me unconditionally..huggs.

Merry xmas everyone..

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, December 24, 2007
11:25 PM
I think I went a little crazy this xmas with all the buying of gifts. Oops.

Budget restriction, yet I spent more than ever!! I guess it's because this xmas means something more to me..really. On a personal note..I want it to be a memorable one, just in case it's the last..as for friends..I finally feel like I actually belong back with my darlings, unlike the past few years after leaving ij..never want this feeling to fade. =)

And xmas with the colleagues feels pretty good toooo! =)

Met partner for lunch today! With lindy and val..haven't seen him in ten thousand years laa. Thanks for the card partner! Sorry I didn't get you anything..didn't know I'd be meeting youuu. But I haven't forgotten that your bday is coming! =p

I've been lapping up the past few days/weeks leading up to xmas..soaking in the festive joy, clamouring for more, loving every minute spent with family and friends..revelling in the laughter and happiness radiating from all around me, even enjoying the panic of last minute shopping and wrapping of gifts..I think I'm going to miss them all when xmas comes and goes tmr.

It's like there's nothing muchh to look forward to after xmas..aside from a possible date to go new year countdown! Then it's back to work work and more work..of which, my responsibilities have gotten heavier. Dear me...

Nevermind, I shall just enjoy xmas while it lasts. =)

Had a good dinner with my family..I even bought a logcake! I think this is the first time we're really celebrating xmas..yet it's kind of with and without daddy. He told us to celebrate and have a good xmas eve..I felt both like smiling and crying. It's so like him to want us to have a good time even when he's in pain himself..and I want to cry cos' I really really want him to sit in the living room with us, admiring the pretty tree and the presents I've put underneath, enjoying one another's company and catching xmas flicks on tv..

I really wantt.

I hope that for next xmas, and all the years that follow, this wish of mine will come true..

I'm about halfway through my cranes. Feel super short of time!! New year's coming..like in a week. How to finish another 500...yikes. Ohwells..I have to finish 1,000 by 1st jan, regardless of the situation. Don't sleep also must finish folding..this means alot to me. I'm putting alot of faith in this japanese legend..please work for us...we need the miracle..

Loved the steamboat gathering at bern's place that day! Pics are in my camera..but I left the usb cable in hall la. Can't upload till I get hold of it..booo. It was really really fun though..even though so few of us only. Pity about that..hopefully our next gathering will see full attendance! =) Love you my dears. Thanks for being such a special presence in my life and lighting it up with your friendships..we'll always be best friends forever. *huggs

Merry xmas everyone! Hope this year has been good and next year will be better! Keep the xmas joy and spirit close to your heart. =)

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]