.shut me out from this world.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
9:48 PM

I think I'm starting to like work after all. Haha.

Had my first really busy day today..not to mention, rather productive! Although it's mostly tying up of loose ends, it still feels good to complete stuffs. And the praise from gen-lookalike was nice! =)

My sup treated me to lunch tdy..and we had a fun chat after that! She's really pretty easy to talk to..and she has rather interesting ideas haha. And I love her flexibility, really. She must be the coolest boss to have la. I'm a lucky girl! Hahaha.

Taking time off tmr for subject registration..then gotta bring daddy's hp down for servicing, and the mp3 player for exchange..and I wanna pay a visit to spotlight! Get some ideas on how to deco for dearest ling's ROM. Wheee. Looking forward to it!! =))

Things seem to deteriorate with each day..but I'm still holding on to the hope of a miracle..I do believe in them. People say folding cranes can help. If it really does, I can fold a million and more..I just pray that you'll give me the time to fold..as long as I keep folding, you'll be around..I can continue folding for life.

There can be miracles..when you believe...

I do.

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, December 04, 2007
11:58 PM

Took mc from work today..it's sucha waste of money to see a doc for cramps la. I still end up being prescribed panadol..of which I have plentyy at home already.

Got myself 2 days mc, but I think I'll hafta head back to the office tmr..don't want everything to pile up! Feel kind of bad about not going today, but at the same time, it was a rare chance to catch up on lost sleep! I basically slept my entire afternoon away..I was that exhausted.

Mummy says she wants to buy hamsters home tomorrow. If I had my way, and if they weren't so hard to take care of, I'd opt for a puppy..I really think interacting with an active puppy might make daddy happier. Ohwells..hamsters are better than nothing. Don't really know what else I can do, to be honest. If he weren't so weak, I'd spend all day out with him..going to places we've never been to, walking around and taking pictures like tourists..I want him to feel happy, that's all..

Am so so so glad that earlier in the year I spent a day with him at sentosa..before the illness and all crashed down rudely. Taking the luge and all with daddy..and the pictures captured..I want to relive those days again, but I don't think I'll ever have the chance to anymore.

If only I didn't have to work. Sighh.

I don't know what to blog mans, damn annoying. No more flashes of inspiration or just some random interesting topic..mental block.

Can't wait for friday..I'm always looking forward to the weekend now.

Sometimes it's difficult to decide if life is fair to you..when you think you have it so bad, there are others who actually have it worse...optimism is the key..but it's so hard..

me
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11:58 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, December 02, 2007
10:55 PM

Had quite a happening weekend!! =))

Thought I could sleep in, but it proved impossible. Haha. Woke up ultra early yesterday for driving lesson, it was completely cuiiii!! I kept stalling and even kena horned at..arghh. And I was like a wreck in the driver's seat haha. My instructor is pretty entertaining though. I just kept laughing the whole time lol. I think I'll need like a hundred lessons before I can go for the test!! Goshhh la.

Helped to deco the function room for anders' baby shower after that!! I was pretty sehh and all, but after downing coffee I got quite highh!! I took like a million pics of my cutest nephew ever la. Can't wait to upload them! But my lappie's in hall. =\ I wish he'd smile more though. Happy babies are the cutest!! Can't wait to see him in the baby gap top that I bought for him. Wheee.

Went out shopping with my sister last night! Didn't buy muchh but at least settled an xmas gift! Still have loads to get..on limited finances. Sucks..when's payday I wonder. Hahaha.

Thought I'd be able to sleep in today, but I ended up waking up after like 4 hours of sleep. Went with bern to support jc and jeff at the marathon! We lugged so many things there for them la..isotonic drinks, vit c, water, sandwiches, cooling pads and blahh..are we good or are we good mans. Aren't we like the best supporters ever. Haha.

Kept talking about wanting to register for SCM but never got down to it..I think I really should! I can get high just looking at pple run la. Haha. I love the feeling of finishing a run..it's in no way a competition, unless you count competing against yourself. Have decided to start with the half marathon for next year's SCM! Roping in my sister..and bern tooo! Even my number one haha..yays we can all train together! I'm so excited la. Finally can take a step further in my favourite sport. Lol. Shall attempt the full marathon in 2 years or so..42km is seriously no joke! Saw so many runners just surviving on willpower to finish the run..I was ultra impressed by those who pressed on despite limping, and also those 70 something old uncles who were steadily running..that's really the spirit to adopt mans..and it's so apt to have adidas as a sponsor.

Impossible is nothing.

Slept damn little the entire week; tmr's the start of yet another work week. How sian. This week was ultra fun cos' I had so many activities lined up and met up with many pple..but next week looks set to be boring. Bleah. Hope work can only get better..sighh. Pple please ask me out for lunch dinner shopping whatever at all!! Give me something to look forward to mans..then I can still have some semblance of a holiday. Haha. Luckily there'll be public holidays coming up..and xmas!! *happiness =)

I swear my posts are getting so boring. I miss the old me..when I could blog much more interesting happenings and make witty and insightful comments..at least, compared to now, where I'm so...nothing. Euww. Just need inspiration to write well again.

I miss writing..the power of words and language.

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

have seen my daily craps =]