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Thursday, November 29, 2007

11:42 PM

I just realised that I'm blogging like every single day! Almost wanted to blog at work today but thought it wasn't too nice to slack like that during work hours. Haha.

Today was a little more boring, but at least I settled my overseas calls! They weren't too bad..definitely a better alternative to calling for sponsorship.

And the worst thing is, the sponsorship calling nightmare is going to start again!! My dear sup is putting me in charge of sourcing for sponsorship for the internal mag. Ohmygosh la..thought I'd finally put those days behind me. Arghh. Alrights la, this is of a different nature..I'm hoping companies will respond more favourably since I won't be calling as a student from some small cca..the company name should have some impact..I hope. *crosses fingers

Will be working on the next issue of the mag tmr! And next week I think. Actually I'd rather they let me do this the week after next toooo. Then I have a legit reason to work from home while they go on their business trip!

Only just found out today that lindy was the gl of one of the OGs during my foc la. The world is so small!! I guess that's why she looks a little familiar. Haha. And she was so sweet to treat me to muffin today! Niceeee. =)

Am starting to enjoy work and the company of my colleagues! Not close to them definitely, but at least we talk more now and I feel more at ease around them. It's a good thing they're all near my age. Haha.

I think I'm starting to blog ultra boring stuffs, no different from a journal, really. Don't like this! But I really can't think of what else to blog about, seeing how it's just work work work everyday. Bahh.

Tmr is friday!! TGIF haha. Can't wait for after work! Yays.

Am looking forward to the weekend..and you. =)

me
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11:42 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

4:58 PM

I can't believe it but I'm home! And it's not even 5pm yet. Haha.

Thought today would be a sian day, but apart from the 1st few boring hours where I did some stuffs here and there, after that was fine! And the reason why I'm back so early is because I'm working from home! Apparently the culture is pretty much flexible; as long as you submit quality work, it doesn't matter even if u choose to go home and work. Wheee.

Since the rest of them all left for home early tdy, they told me to go home and do work too! Yayness! And gen-lookalike still didn't come today..she'll be in tmr though. Tmr I gotta start on my overseas calling. Siannn.

But at least I'm home early today!! Happiness! =))

Weather was horrible when I left the office..joyce told me to try not to get blown away. That's how strong the wind was la. And the rain was falling in sheets and totally drenching us. Goodness! Made it home safe and sound..though my heels didn't. Don't know how I managed to damage one side..now I'll have to find a cobbler to get it fixed. Arghhh.

Supposed to be doing work but I don't know where to start. Haha. Who can give me sample copies of their company's magazine? I need to give joyce a 10mins pitch tmr. Goshh.

Okays shall get down to doing quality work. I want more work-from-home days!!

Keep this up and I'll really love my work!! *crosses fingers

me
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4:58 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

12:05 AM

Today was goooood!! =))

Thought it was going to be sian and all..but the moment I sat down to turn on my laptop, my dear colleague asked me to join them in the meeting room for a media skills workshop! As an observer la..super cool can. Damn informative! I really learnt lots..and the few of them are so nice! Esp the australian lady..haha. Very sweet lady. =)

Had free food and beverages provided! Spinelli's for breakfast, lunch and teabreak. What's not to like? =p

But that's not the main point la. I enjoyed myself cos' I didn't have to stay cooped up in my cubicle making overseas calls and feeling lonely..got to learn stuffs, meet new people, learn more about the industry and all related jargon, and many many more! I need such a work environment mans..constant interaction throughout the day. And gen-lookalike was on MC today! I feel bad that she's sick and do hope she recovers soon..but at the same time, I won't deny that I felt much more at ease without her around today. Oops.

Met lings for dinner and some shopping after work! Gave up the opportunity to dinner with my colleagues and the nice australian lady..but wells. Hope there'll be more chances! Really super happy today..work went well, after work was fun and relaxing, although my heels were pretty much killing my feet. Haha.

Shall try to stay happy and keep this optimism for the next 8 weeks..and hope that I'll get along with my colleagues better. I'll nvr be able to belong like one of them la, but don't feel excluded can liao. And I hope they let me write articles for the company magazine! That sounds like fun..and something I've always wanted to do. Wheeeee. =)

Okays I'm totally crossing my fingers and hoping today is the start of many more enjoyable weeks of work. If not I'll just dieeee. Looking forward to friday and the weekend! Can't wait for anders' baby shower..I miss him already!! Such a cutie pieeeee. Hahaha.

Too high to sleep! Mans I'm going to be a zombie at work tmr. And I haven't decided what to wear!! Omgosh. Haha.

I want everything to fall in place nicely...

me
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12:05 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, November 26, 2007

10:02 PM

I feel so ultra sian I don't know what can cheer me up right now. Sighh.

First day of PA today..I can't say work was bad, but it wasn't too good either. I really think I'm not cut out for office/deskbound jobs where I just sit in my cubicle the entire day keeping to myself. Doesn't help that my colleagues are all so chummy with one another they tend to forget my existence.

Okay la, to be fair, they're nice people. Lunch was pretty entertaining listening to them talk, but their topics are so out of my usual range. Other than that..I pretty much lost my voice due to lack of use. And the office is so quiet la. Damn..uncomfortable. I need noise..their occasional chatter and laughter doesn't count cos' it just makes me feel all the more alone. Arghhh.

I really need a job which can let me interact or travel around without having to stay in the office all day long. Oh mans. How on earth am I going to tolerate this kind of life for 8 weeks?! *faints

Starting tmr it's going to be phonecalls till the end of this week..to overseas companies no less. Hate doing this kind of phonecalls really. Totally reminds me of bizmag and the harassed feeling I would sometimes feel. Yikes.

Hope they let me work from home when they go on their overseas trip..imagine going back to an empty office with absolutely no one to help me if I get lost somewhere. Omg.

Arghh I hate feeling so sian!! Was just thinking and wondering how did I feel when I worked in iras for half a year that time..then I realised that although that job was pretty much deskbound, plenty of phonecalls involved, plus some scoldings here and there, I enjoyed my work stint cos' I had friends around me..it's more fun working in a place where we can all openly interact, make new friends, make mistakes together and learn together..rather than here where I feel damn outcast. I need to socialise and interact! But the first impression I give pple is always some quiet and shy introvert. I just need time to warm up la. Then I'll be siaoooo liaooooo..

And to be totally truthful, I'm a little scared of the lady who's a gen-lookalike. Don't think she likes me much somehow..yet my workload comes entirely from her! Damn sian. Hope she'll turn out nicer than she seems now..

Gosh la I hate myself for whining nonstop! It's been a goodness-knows how many paragraphs and still I'm complaining and sounding utterly miserable. Hate it hate it!!

Trying to think of happy thoughts but to be honest..there's nothing for me to look forward to lehh..at least, not in the next 2 weeks. Someone ask me out please..even better if it's like for dinner after work, or shopping/movies on a weekend, or being an angel and coming down to my workplace to lunch with meeeee..haha. Fat hope la. Just waiting to see how many more days my dear colleagues will bring me for lunch with them. Bahh.

I want my holidays..I really do. Feel like dying. I need some spark in my life!! =(

I want everyday to be like yesterday..it was awesome. =)

me
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10:02 PM

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

12:44 AM

Don't really wanna make this post another sad entryyy.

My number 1's msg to me just now sort of reminded me just how depressing my previous posts sounded. Thanks for the concern buddy! I'll be alright..just needed to let loose some emotions.

PA starts tmr and while I don't feel particularly kanchiong or anything, I do admit that I'm somewhat hesitant. Unsure of how I'll be treated by the staff there, unclear of what exactly my job responsibilities entail, basically how I'd normally feel going to an unknown environment. Haha. Hopefully it'll be a nice 2 months ahead since my company's supposedly one of the greatest companies to work in. Lol.

Went out today! Haven't gone out to shop around and just have fun for the longest time ever! That day with bern and the rest didn't really count cos' we basically just ate dinner. But that outing was good too!

First time in my life shopping in far east right from basement level till the topmost level. I swear I never realised just how big far east really is. Hahaha. And I complain that singapore is small. So much for being someone who's been hanging out in town for most part of her life. Lol.

Bought a formal shirt for work! I seem to think that I only need to wear formal on the 1st day of work. Haven't any idea what I'm going to wear from the 2nd day till the last day. Haha. Saiiii. Must go dig out some clothes and get some office wear ideas already.

Dinner was good! Went to this place called el sheikh or something like that. Me and my goldfish memory againnn. Lol. Anyways! Think it was like turkish or mediterranean food; nice change from the usual fare i indulge in with friends. Haha. Nice ambience too..think I'll make another visit there some other time. Pity about pitchblack though..never got a chance to experience what's it like there. Ohwells.

Would love to do something like this again today..don't know when will the next time be though. I'm craving steamboat muchhhly!! Can't wait for xmas steamboat with my darlings haha. Hopefully i can squeeze in steamboat even before then! And someone's promised me jap buffet lor. I WANT!! =p

Saiii it's like how late already and I gotta be up in a few hours time. Pray hard that I don't oversleep mans..how funny it'll be to be late on my first day of work...NOT.

Okays bedtime calls!! More updates if PA is anything fun and interesting. No updates..you'll know why la huh.

Sometimes it's enough to just have fun and enjoy the moment while it lasts...

me
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