Saturday, November 24, 2007
10:30 PM
Exams are finally over..but I don't feel as happy as I thought I would be. Somehow.

PA's starting the coming monday; pretty sian about the whole thing. Doesn't help that I'm the only intern attached to that company..sounds to me like lunch hour for the next 8 weeks is going to be a boring affair with me myself and I..unless I become chummy with the staff there. Hard to say.

Suddenly feel quite lost at home. I'd almost rather go back to the hall life I've been living the past 2 weeks or so. At least back there, I felt as though things were within my control. Dislike exams but I can't decide now which is the better of 2 evils. This, or exams?..

Exams went ultraaa badly this sem. Probably my most cuiii by far. Just waiting to see if I'll really dabao 311...kind of resigned to having to retake it next sem. Hope the rest don't prove to be tooooo badd.

Starting to wonder if I'm one of those people who doesn't have a talent for driving. 2nd lesson's come and gone, and while I don't think I fared that badly, my instructor makes me feel as though I should be doing better. Ohwells.

Can't really find a bright spark in my life now, save for the fact that xmas is coming in a month's time. I want to make it a christmas to remember..with my family especially. I don't know if it's going to be the last christmas we'll celebrate together, the four of us. I don't know what will the coming days and months bring. How many months, or can I even hope for years? If only I can give up years of my life to prolong yours..I gladly will. I just don't know how.

Hate to sound so depressing and all, but sometimes, when you have nothing to distract you from the pressing issues, sadness overtakes just about everything else. Looks like it was a mistake to defer PA back then. If only I'd gone ahead with it..at least we'll have much more time together now.

Cherish those around you..don't wait till it's too late..

me
scribbled at
10:30 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]