Tuesday, November 06, 2007
3:16 AM
Totally aching like crazy after running for the 2nd night in a row.

Just goes to show how super unfit I am la. Arghhh.

But it felt good to be running once more..to feel the wind against your face, the steady thud of each step..even if I got tired really fast.

Haven't exercised in like a million years hahaha. Gotta start making it a habit once again.

Guess the aches won't be disappearing anytime soon, but wells, it's good la.

Ultra late already but I'm still very awake! Still digesting supper..nick was so sweet la, he came to sch and he bought supper for us! I don't know who else is the "us", but I do know that I'm one of them. =) Prata and ice lemon tea! Yums.

But that means I ran in vain. =\

Anyways..I really think it's time for a new start. To leave the past behind, all the unhappiness, maybe even the happy memories. If I keep indulging in my past happiness..I'll just find it harder and harder to let go. And it's no use holding on cos' we all know there's no future. There will never be a second chance, even if we spoke of it hopefully once upon a time.

I won't go back to it another time.

So, the only way is to really leave everything and let go. I still can't bring myself to throw away/hide all the stuffs which meant so much to me once upon a time. Can't bear to delete the messages which have accummulated so much space in my phone. All the photos, small little things that remind me of us.

I still keep everything, occasionally take them out, and I still tear when I hear certain songs.

But really, I want these days to be over. I really need to move on, like you have.

I guess I won't be continuing with this blog. I need a new start..not that I'm going to stop blogging. Just maybe a new blog add soon. And leave the past here. With no archives.

There will be no more looking back this time...really..

me
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3:16 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]