Friday, June 15, 2007
12:18 AM
Feeling quite sian all of a sudden. Though I was in a considerably good mood when I got home today.

Daddy was pretty chatty this afternoon! A really pleasant surprise..mummy and I both think it's because he has only 1 treatment day left and that's lifting his spirits! He hasn't been talking much since everything started..we haven't been having any of our usual conversations like we did once upon a time. Seems so long ago..yet those days were but a few months back.

At any rate, I hope things can return to normal soon..he must really be able to pick himself up mentally..whatever we can do, we will. Please be strong daddy dearest!!

Bought his father's day gift today! Something daddy first told me about quite awhile back, but didn't get it for himself cos' he didn't think the price was worth it, and also because he wasn't sure if it'd work. So I decided to get it for him! Hope he likes it. Haha.

And a really beautiful thing happened today! Okay la, not really so much happened, as opposed to something beautiful we saw. Was in the cab on our way home from the hospital when I spotted a rainbow!! And it was a truly pretty rainbow..stretching way across the clear blue sky, with its individual colours very beautifully separated..I could practically count the 7 different colours! Some rainbows are just an arch of pretty colours. The one this afternoon was simply..breathtaking.

Snapped a picture with my handphone, but haven't uploaded into my lappie. Lazy la. Haha. Then my lappie no bluetooth, so more inconvenient. The pic's not too clear; pity I didn't have my digicam with me. But anyways, I just love the rainbow. And it lifted our spirits! Like what pple say, yu guo tian qing. I like to think of the rainbow as a good omen of better things to come, happier days ahead. Especially with daddy's treatment ending on monday!! =)

Have gotten myself bookings for work for this weekend and next..need to collect pay soon! The money will certainly come in handy..planning to give part of it to mummy, though it won't be much. But I doubt she'll accept la. Still, with no income coming in at all..unless counting what I earn from bqt, it's going to get harder as days pass.

I need to spend less! Hardly go out at all, but the moolah still flows out endlessly. All thanks to the fantastic yet terrible invention called online shopping. Bahh. I shall stop buying useless stuffs. But when I get them in the mail, they're not useless at all! I simply loveeee my buys. Hahaha.

Retail therapy is the best. =)

Got my IB device in the mail today!! Which is bad because it means I can transfer money more easily when doing online shopping. Instead of having to do atm transfers all the time. Then going home to post payment details. Haha. Damn. Shouldn't have applied for it. Though this was the very reason why I applied in the first place. Lol.

Okays..I need to sleep soon. Or mummy's going to nag the house down. As usual. Sighh. Got work tomorrow too..gonna be a tough affair cos' of turnover for EOGM..estimated closing time to be 6am. Thank god I'm trained from foc days to stay awake. 10hours of sleep in 5 days is nothing much compared to doing closing till wee hours of the morning. Haha. Of course, I just need to leave out this bit of detail when telling mummy and daddy. *shhh

Goodnights!

me
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12:18 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, June 12, 2007
1:54 AM
A quick update before I conk off on my bed..haha.

Today was a good day!! Went for some diamond peel facial treatment with mummy, which was free cos' we got vouchers! If not, it's damn ex la. I think around $200+ haha. It was fab!!

Will be going for regular facials at that salon from now on. Reasonable pricing, comfy process and nice pple!

Went out with the boyfriend after that. And I must say, it was a very successful outing because we didn't argue at all. Haha. Sounds so sad right. To be happy over such a thing. But at any rate, I really enjoyed myself. Thanks for the dinner! And the lovely conversations. Though we were talking crap more than anything else. Lol. I just miss that feeling of being able to yak with you about anything and everything..instead of sniping at each other everytime we open our mouths.

Happy anni my dear. *huggs

I'm hooked onto online shopping! Yes I know I've said this countless times. But I'm seriously hooked! Sometimes, real shopping doesn't even give me the thrill of shopping online. Maybe cos' the stuffs I buy online tend to be cheaper and in some cases, not available locally. That's why I get such a thrill out of my purchases!!

Spent quite a fair bit on online shopping already I think, but it doesn't feel like alot. Cos' each time I pay, the amount isn't overly high. Haha. Just placed an order for my most expensive item to date!! But it seems to be worth every penny. And it looks nice!! Hope it turns out gooooood.

To the bf: you can buy this for me!! Since you asked me to pick a gift, something that I want. I want this!! It's gorgeous!! Hahaha.

Treatment's coming to an end soon!! Mon's the last chemo..depending on daddy's bloodcount. This week's bloodcount was too low..so had to postpone chemo. He doesn't want to do the last session..I'm still wondering how to persuade him to just go through it..it's the final session after all..might as well right!! Though I know it's easy for me to say cos' I don't suffer through it, and experience the side-effects after. But still..every session is an added chance at fighting the disease!! Ah wells. See how it goes next week la.

And to my buddy..it upsets me to see you so frustrated and sad over your problem..all I can do is to provide a listening ear, even though it may not help much. And maybe some advice here and there. But ultimately, you must decide for yourself the next step, and what it is you want. It's time for you to start thinking for yourself for once, instead of always putting others first. Just allow yourself to do the thing your heart wants the most, something that will give you happiness. Don't dwell on past unhappiness; look forward and towards a brighter tomorrow! Things will get better k? Don't give up! I'll always be here for you yupp..tkkaire my friend..

Anyways, I've a dinner date with siti next week! Finally catching up with one of my favourite babes. Heck, more like finally catching up with anyone at all. Haha. You can tell me more about your slacker job over dinner! Can't wait can't wait! Miss you plenty plenty!! =)

Okays it's off to bed for me!! Almost 2am. Gosh. Need to start sleeping earlier so that I can wake earlier.

Nights world!

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
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.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
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.memories.
|tjband|
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[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
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[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
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