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Saturday, April 28, 2007

7:44 PM

I'm damn sian. =(

And I miss home like crazy!! Hai.

Wish I'm home now..instead of being all alone in hall.

I'm not getting any better..worse I think. Throw in headache on top of the already killer sore throat and flu.

Smack the person who passed me the bug. Pui.

Haven't done anything all day either..woke up really late, stoned for a few hours before taking a 2 hour nap. Woke up, stoned somemore, went dinner, then here I am slacking somemore.

Just can't focus on anything..don't know where to start studying from. Haven't read the textbook before, much less tag it. The book sucks la.

And my laptop sucks too. It takes like 5 mins to load a page. Always hangs and lags. Even as I'm typing, I don't see words coming out. They just suddenly appear after that. My cursor always just stays there and lags. I don't know what's wrong la. Damn irritated.

Everything's annoying me. Couldn't get what I wanted cos' the stupid supermart closed so early. I have an irritating headache and I just feel like sleeping.

I want to go home.

Even the person I'm hoping can entertain me has been sleeping at home the ENTIRE day. Since morning till now. But okay la, not his fault cos' he's also sick. But so am I.

Hai.

Someone tell me what to do..take the stupid flu bug away and motivate me to study..my last paper already..

Can't wait for monday 3.30pm.

me
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7:44 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Friday, April 27, 2007

6:30 PM

I am sick!! =(

Went to the medical centre early in the morning and I got these 3 types of medicine:

For a freaking 11bucks!!

That's like how ex can!! Wahlau.

But I like the lozenges hahaha. It's blackcurrant-flavoured and tastes like strepsils!

Met ps after that in the FAL. Where we tried to discuss the channels exam case study.

Researched some and exchanged a few points here and there and...that was about it.

Don't know what questions to predict lehh!

Lucky still got tmr and sunday. Provided I don't slack. Haha.

Ohh and while we were using the computer at FAL, this super annoying wizrd thingy popped up in the middle of nowhere, with this speech bubble saying goodness-knows-what..

In MALAY.

I was, like, wth?? Of all languages, why not the common, everyone-knows-it ENGLISH??

I'm not trying to discriminate here but yeah. My point being, since when do such things pop up in a language other than the mainstream english?? Unless you're using a software of another language la.

But that was the school computer!!

Needless to say, I had no idea what it was saying.

And then it started being the most annoying pest ever by FLYING AROUND MY SCREEN AND ZOOMING ALL OVER THE PLACE.

I swear I was going nuts.

Didn't know whether to be amused or exasperated more. Grrr.

And I took some pictures of that THINGY in different places all over my monitor screen desktop.

EVIDENCE!!!

After distracting me for more than 10mins, I decided to try my luck by logging off and on again.

And when I logged off, THAT THING ACTUALLY BOWED TO ME!!!

Omg.

Peishan was in fits by that time.

Okay so I'm exaggerating abit. But only slightly. Since she's in laughing fits half the time anyways. HAHAHA.

Thank goodness it didn't appear again. Or I'll have whacked the computer silly. Bahh.

Now I'm back in hall and feeling oh-so-sleepy!!

But I'm going to meet serena for dinner in a few mins!! Haha.

And the most exciting thing after that:

Our Little Miss tees will be here later!!

I can't wait!! =)

me
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6:30 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Thursday, April 26, 2007

4:43 PM

Marcom wasn't fantastic.

5 questions in 2 hours is simply too much to write in too little time. Could hardly finish the paper and halfway through, I couldn't even gather my thoughts together to figure out what the qn wanted.

But since it's over, I'm not going to dwell on it.

My mind is totally occupied with BSC.

The grade is so bad I can't believe she didn't even give us a chance and just give us like 2 grades higher or something. It's a freaking bloody 20% la.

And it's ACCOUNTING can. How am I supposed to pass with such a grade?

If it were some other module, I might not feel so bad. It's precisely because accounting's my worst subject. We were hoping for a decent BSC grade to help us pass at least. Now, I don't even know if it's possible.

You were the first person I wanted to call and confide in, to let you know how down I really am. But you completely disappointed me. I can never understand how someone can answer a call the way you do. You make me feel completely dumb for having called you, and you sounded like you just couldn't wait to hang up. So what if afterward you asked if you were too harsh? You knew it and you still went ahead with that kind of tone. Did I deserve that?

And now, you ask me what I want you to do. Can you stop making it sound as though I'm always the one demanding you to do this do that, throwing tantrums at you when you do the same to me? Where's the care and concern you're supposed to show when I'm upset? Have I not done more than my share to cheer you up whenever you get angry? Why can't you just do the same for me?

I am so totally disappointed. What do you take me for? Someone you sweet-talk when you're in a good mood, but blow aside when you're not? Someone you expect to be there for you all the time, but you're not willing to do the same for me? Do you even treat me like a good friend? I don't even ask to be your best friend although people say couples should be like that. That feeling's long gone.

I really don't know what have I done to deserve this. You'll probably flare again after reading this entry. But I don't really care. It's about time I let flow my feelings instead of suppressing them to avoid making you angry. I'm human too. I need to be shown care and concern when I'm upset. And how often do you do that for me? Just ask yourself, deep down in your heart. There's no one for you to lie to there. Just answer yourself truthfully.

You make my heart ache in ways I never knew possible.

I'm so tired after ranting.

I guess in the end, it's not the lousy grade that affected me so much.

It's you.

me
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4:43 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

3:07 PM

I am sooo sick of reading textbook after textbook!!

Was talking to zhibin online, then I started talking about honours. And my likelihood of graduating without honours. =(

So I asked him to help me calculate the kind of grades I'll probably need to score for my final year in order to qualify. He started with the 2nd upper honours. I kept telling him not to take into account this sem's grades cos' it's definitely going to be cui.

After much calculations, discussion and whatnot, our conversation reached its funniest point:

Madness!! GPA max is 5 points, and I need to score 5.3.

HAHAHA.

I was so super tickled by that la. More amused than upset that it's impossible to do it.

But anyways, he later told me it's a mistake. I need to score like 4.89 I think. That's a freaking tall order can!!

Haha but I'll try la. Who ask me to be so cui in year 1 and this sem. Even if I can only get 2nd lower, it's enough!!

Okay, that was my most exciting part of today so far. How sad right. Haha.

Back to marcom!!

I hate hiccups!!

me
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3:07 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, April 23, 2007

8:05 PM

What is wrong with blogger!!!

The entry before this just can't be separated into paragraphs!! Makes it so cluttered and hard to read la! See already also sian.

Pui!!

me
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8:05 PM

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8:00 PM

I have sooo muchh to update!!

The dreaded accounting II is finally OVER!! *jumps for joy

I was still panicking like mad last night and woke up super damn early this morning to revise la!! Never felt so dismal for a paper before..but it wasn't too bad after all!! Although I didn't do eveything right and probably won't get even 2/3 right, at least I didn't stone at every question and start wailing!! Hopefully I can pass!!

Now it feels like exams are over. Hahaha.

I've slacked the entire day today since coming back!! Went jp for lunch with ps after the paper, and we walked around some..reached back hall around 3plus and decided to nap cos' my headache was driving me mad!!

Looks like I'm really allergic to accounting. Do the exam paper halfway got headache, after the paper still got headache!! Even after napping for quite awhile..

My headache's not fully gone!! Bahh.

Okay. Enough of accounting. I shall hurry up blog so that I can get started on marcom. It's so late already!!

Backtrack to saturday night..serena came over to my hall to slp overnight! Cos' emmy went back home. So rare can. Nick was so amazed he said must buy 4D. Confirm will strike. Damn funny la!! Hahaha.

Anyways..after going out for a very late night supper of prata (super long nvr eat already!) with her and zhibin, we stopped by the sun to look around!! Their ben&jerry's is like cheap!! I was damn tempted la..but no money haha. In the end, serena and I bought this:

Microwaveable popcorn!!

She said it's yummy so we decided to gorge on more food after getting back to my room. We're pigs!! Lol.

Forgot to take a picture of the microwaving process, which is really quite cool cos' the bag expands to a damn humongous size! Then the whole pantry was filled with this super buttery smell. Yums! We also forgot to take a picture of the popcorn haha. It was soo much la! We only managed to finish slightly more than half. Wasted!! Anyways, there are three bags in that box!!

We ended up slacking almost the rest of the night away. Didn't do very much work; busy downloading and listening to music haha. Then at around 4plus am, I wanted to make mango pudding. Lol. At first we decided to save it till next morning, but in the end we still got down to it! Bought the necessary ingredients in the evening earlier..

I even bought real mangoes!!! To make it nicer haha.

The entire process was so damn funny we were just laughing most of the time at the start. Apparently we both didn't quite know how to cut a mango haha.

The top row shows serena trying to tackle the mango while I decided to capture all this on film. Too funny to miss! She cut an entire round then realised that she couldn't slice it open cos' of the seed. And thus started laughing hysterically hahaha.

And so I took over!! Vaguely remembering how my mummy cuts mangoes for us, I tried her tactic!! And diced half of it!! While serena opted to peel the skin off the other half. Hahaha.

Following that was the actual cooking..we had so much fun with the mango, we almost forgot we still had to boil the mixture. Lol.

Serena was so fascinated by the mango pudding mix that she happily posed the ladle for pictures. And so it became a huge lump that didn't dissolve well in water hahaha. But!! The end result was still good!! Fit the five containers nicely haha.

The final picture's taken the next morning! After it sat in the fridge for the night. It may look a little funny, but it's really yummy!! Even nick said it's nice haha. Yay!

Okay I think I've blogged alot haha. What a longwinded post!!

Must hit marcom already!!

2 down, 2 to go!

me
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8:00 PM

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