Wednesday, April 04, 2007
9:45 PM
Channels project is finally OVER!!

I'm just so glad to finally wave goodbye to the last of the countless projects for this sem..a total of 10 projects, from small scale to major ones, including other individual assignments and countless tutorial question presentations across the modules...all in 10wks! Not to mention the quizzes and all. And my elective alone contributed 3 online discussion and 3 reflection papers to my time. Plus a 25% quiz next week.

This is how I've spent my sem so far. It's simply gone by in a blur of projects and assignments and homework and everything yucksy.

I don't like this sem. =(

And I haven't started studying for the exams. Like, really really haven't started. This is the worst by far. 2 weeks to exams and I've only just finished projects. Don't know what's being tested for the exams either. All I know is that the dates are looming ever-so-near and I feel like a tiny creature huddling in the shadow of this huge monster. ='(

Everyone says they've yet to start studying la, projects haven't ended and all...but then everyone says that. Myself included. It's just that, I don't know if they're saying so just to make themselves feel better cos' that would put them in the same league as the rest. All I know is that I'm not lying when I say this about myself.

It's funny how pple will always tell you they haven't started preparing and all, but they'll know various concepts at their fingertips, be able to answer questions which I can't, and they call this supremely unprepared?

I don't know to smack them or not.

Cos' I'm not lying when I say I really don't know what's going on, yet I can't accuse them of being liars just cos' they oh-so-happen to know the things they claim they don't. I'm too tired to figure out who's lying and who's not. I have my own set of problems, which are exactly what's been leading me to this. I'm not really doing this by choice you know. In the past, I always start last-minute and start panicking when exams loom, but I'll still start studying at least a month before. This time...everything just came crashing down in the worst sem ever.

I'll just see how everything goes, and hope and pray that I can survive my exams and not da bao any modules. I don't wanna disappoint my parents..especially when they still have hopes of me doing well. How am I supposed to tell them that I've been skipping classes by choice? Yet if I don't, I can't stop worrying. Anyway, those days are over la.

Today started out horribly..slept at close to 4am last night because of the stupid channels project and thanks to loads of miscommunication. Supposed to meet my group at 7.30am to rehearse and all, and I actually set 3 alarms to wake myself up. But I still overslept. Wasn't until I received a call at freaking 8.25am that I really jumped out of bed in shock.

Have no wish to go into my rollercoaster of emotions from 8.25am onwards till the time class ended. Been angry and pissed enough, and kc's suffered at my hands by having to listen to my outbursts too. I learnt something from this incident though. Always rely on yourself. Yes it's my own fault for slping late and overslping and not being able to hear 3 alarms ringing away for half an hour. But that's over and I have no wish to go through that kind of unpleasantness again. Next time I'll simply not slp and just go for presentation direct. Or I'll set no fewer than 10 alarm clocks. Then I don't have to worry that I'll overslp and go class late and worry that my entire group is being held back because I couldn't wake up in time. But now I know that I can rely on kc! He'll never disappoint. =)

Met him for lunch and we spent a super long time talking! As usual. I call those counselling sessions hahaha. Mixed with bits and pieces of rubbish topics. Haha. I love talking to him mans. He always makes me feel sooo much better and is always there to hear me whine and complain. And his advice are usually gems too. =)

Thanks buddy! I know you read my blog so you'll see this! Haha. Thanks for always being there for me, no matter the time of the day, or how busy you are. You'll just somehow make time to hear me out and all..even tutoring the hopeless me at accounting! I know I rely on you alot..right from year 1 when I depended on you to crash course me for exams in a week and I actually did reasonably well. Haha. Up till now, whenever I have a host of problems you're always there to hear me out.

You're probably the only person whom I have no qualms telling everything to..all my deepest fears and all, I confide in you cos' I trust you absolutely! Haha. I know you have your problems and downhill times too, so while you're always here for me, the reverse is also true k! But for now, just concentrate on exams haha. I'll still need your help! For stupid accounting. Thanks for always putting aside so many hours just to tutor me! I owe you the hugest treat mans. Stop fighting with me for the bill!

And last but not least..I hope that whenever you think of me, I won't make you worried anymore..you've always told me to be a strong girl; I will try! It's enough to know that there are true friends like you walking with me every step of the way. =) Who would've thought that we'd go from being talk-cock partners at iras to good friends who share ups and downs with each other now? But nevertheless, I'm really glad that God put you in my life! Thanks my friend! You're the best! =)

Okay this has been a damn longwinded entry..and I've wasted my entire day again! Came back feeling so tired that I slept for 4hrs till 8plus! Then eaten dinner until now, 9plus, I'm still blogging hahaha. Going to shower then finally get started on work!

I will stay strong and overcome the exams monster before tackling the rest! Pray for me! =)

me
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9:45 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
11:43 PM
This is the 2nd time I'm blogging today!

me
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11:43 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

6:04 PM
Happy 21st Birthday Peishan!!!




This is what I sent her at midnight:



Haha and the reply I got was some super random and no-link msg from her dearest junior. Damn funny la. I was almost falling off my chair in laughter the entire conversation. Lol.

May you stay pretty and carefree and HAPPY forever my dear princess! Loveyou! *huggs

Anyways we have a dimpled giraffe! One of my favourite animals! He's totally the cutest hahaha. I love it when guys have this serious and earnest look while being seemingly intelligent and...okay I'm babbling. Lol. BUT of course my dimpled giraffe can only come 2nd..YOU will always be my first! =)

I feel slackk..cos' accounting tutorial's over for the week! Though tmr got 215 presentation..ultimate sians! Later then see how. Hahaha.

Seren'a over at my hall now!! We're going to mug abit (hopefully) before going for dinner! =)

me
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6:04 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, April 01, 2007
2:15 AM
I am quite slack now for some unknown reason. Maybe cos' it's a sunday. Excuses and more excuses. Haha.

me
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2:15 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]