Saturday, March 17, 2007
6:20 PM
It never rains, but pours.

How very true.

I've never fully appreciated or understood the significance of this statement before, until now.

When everything pours down one after another in rapid succession.

There's like no time to breathe, to react, to think.

I have to keep the sunshine and rainbows alive, or it'll be gloominess all day long.

I don't know how to keep hopes up, keep despair at bay, bring smiles onto your face.

I want to, I'm trying hard, I'm going to continue trying and trying, but you've gotta try with me..please?..

Whatever happens, just don't ever give up hope. That's the only promise I want to have. Never give up on the situation, on yourself. We're all here for you, we'll ride this through together. And come on of this depressing situation riding on a pretty rainbow.

You'll be fine. Whatever it takes, I will do it. Anything at all. Just to make you better. *huggs.

Keep the faith.

me
scribbled at
6:20 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, March 11, 2007
6:30 PM
Have I mentioned how I love to be at home with my family?

That's the only place where I feel truly happy. I can smile all day long and everything seems fine. It's all rainbows and sunshine here in my humble little home.

Been quite busy lately; I feel overwhelmed by everything. The list of projects and assignments is never ending. I think it's totally disgusting how the tutors just can't spread everything out nicely. The datelines and all. Is it so hard to do that? There are like 14 weeks to settle all the projects la. Why must everything be due at the same time? They seem to think that students only take their module. Madness.

Anyways, speaking of assignments, really need to thank serena plenty for her help with my tvc. Thanks so much girl! For helping me out in the filming..and even coming all the way down from sch just to help me with the editing a day before my dateline. Feel so bad to waste so much of your time..if not for your help, I'd really just have died on the spot. Haha. Thanks a million! *huggs

Luckily last week was e-learning week. So more time to settle projs. But still got LOTS to complete! Some haven't even started yet. Sians. And I hvnt viewed any of the lecs. Damn. Tmr's the hacienda presentation. Sucks man. Don't even really know what's my part about. Just anyhow crapped info for the report and ppt. Hope and pray it all goes well tmr.

Tue's promo presentation..even worse. Ppt not completed, ideas rather vague. We must get A! After that is marcom liao. Shucks la. I hate all this.

Then there was this other thing which upset me plenty. I don't really know what's the situation now between us, but it seems as though nothing happened. I don't know is this good or bad. Guess we can only take one step at a time and see how..

And another thing's worrying me endlessly. Been so long already. Don't recall this kind of lateness before. I'm really panicking and at my wits' end liao..just come quick..get it over and done with..ease the worry in my mind..I'm already so stressed out over so many different things liao..hai.

As for the decision I was talking about in the last post..I'm not making that decision anymore. I mean, I've made up my mind on what to do. Thanks for the talk, and for helping me see matters in perspective. I've been quite selfish, yet you still respected my decision. I'll try to make it up yar? And hope all goes well. Tkkaire. *huggs

Going back hall later..I don't want. But gotta meet tmr morning before 213 tut. Sians. I hate all this crap. I don't wanna think of the assignments to come. Those I have yet to start on at all. I just want that something...very very badly..please...

This post is so disjointed. I'm not even really sure what I'm saying. I just hope there can be more happy news in the week to come. Please let everything be alright. Please...

Ohh and before I end..I'm happy for you joan dear. =) Glad you finally got an internship at a place you like..I'm sure it'll be a great experience! Ignore that stupid guy who keeps putting you down k? He's a complete asshole hahaha. Tkkaire lots dear! *huggs

Okay..time to go off. I'm entering some sort of stoning stage already.

Quick come...please...

me
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6:30 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]