Tuesday, February 13, 2007
10:10 PM
It's almost that time of the year again..the annual lovey-dovey event, filled with the scent of flowers in the air, of love and romance, everything sweet and romantic..walking on the streets, seeing couples hand-in-hand, bouquets of flowers, each one bigger than the one before, long queues outside restaurants and all..

Vday used to be quite a hyped-up event for me, preparing little notes for friends and buying chocs and all..it's funny how the hype dies when I finally have someone to spend it with.

Maybe it's never too good to expect anything out of this day..a day where every girl in a relationship expects her significant other to surprise her with flowers and a gift, bring her out with a nicely-planned itnerary for the night, dining at some high-class restaurant/cafe and footing the bill. It's really a day meant for girls to be pampered by their other halves I think.

I don't know what am I doing for vday though..it feels just like any other day. I don't have anything to look forward to, nothing to excite me or lift my spirits. I just keep thinking of the stupid accounting quiz the next day, and how I haven't started studying for it..

Is my vday going to be a beautiful surprise? No.

Am I going to get flowers? Nope.

Where am I going? I don't know.

At least I know who I'll be spending it with. That's assuming nothing crops up out of the blue.

I feel so disillusioned all of a sudden..so sad that my 1st vday which really means something to me is just going to come and go. Just like that. *snap

I hear pple asking me where am I going, what is my bf planning, and I can honestly answer, nothing. Or should I be the one planning?..

I wonder which sucks more: having no significant other to spend vday with, or having someone by your side but it feels like there's no vday...?

I don't celebrate anything anymore. I miss happy moments.

There shouldn't be a vday. It makes too many pple depressed.

Back to accounting.

me
scribbled at
10:10 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
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.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]