Monday, December 04, 2006
3:03 PM
I swear I'm losing myself.

Scariness to the max, I tell you. I look back at myself a couple of years ago, think of what pple used to say about me, and I see a shadow of my former self.

Gosh.

Where did all that wit go to mans. Granted, I'm not the funniest, most intelligent, or wittiest person ever. But I had my own character and personality, something I was happy with. I liked myself!

But I don't like the current me.

Wasting myself away thinking about stuffs that shouldn't be bothering me, over-imagining and simply being the hugest crybaby ever.

Urgh.

I want me back! Maybe I just gotta find back the old lifestyle and old friends.

I should stop loving so much, cos' I'm giving more than I get in return. I think.

The greatest thing on earth is to love and be loved in return. Or something along those lines.

Take note of the words in bold.

I admit I'm a sucker for love. I need alot alot alot of love and attention so hurry up and give it to me already.

Haha. I'm just crapping cos' I'm bored outta my mind at home. But I'm lazy to leave house and go school. Stupid meeting later!

Anyway. Enough of the tears that's been plaguing me and giving me puffy eyes. My eyes are already small enough, I shouldn't subject them to more torture and flooding.

To hell with pracs and meetings, I'll live through them, but I know my priorities now. The brand new ones I've just thought of about 5 seconds ago anyway.

I'm going to find back myself! =)

P.S On a side note, hwan's jiejie's wedding was simply beautiful! She was gorgeous to the max! Photos faster come out then I can post them up!

me
scribbled at
3:03 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]