.shut me out from this world.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
5:24 PM

The exams are finally over!

Okay, so I'm abit lagging in my update. Haha. Ended on tue evening..it was one of the most tiring exams I've ever taken man. Had to wait like so long before the exam started at 5pm..my concentration level was gone by lunchtime. Lol. The paper wasn't as good as I'd hoped for..considering it's my favourite module. And I kinda ran short of time, though other people didn't seem to have the same problem. Means it must have been just me. Haha.

But most importantly, I don't have to face notes and textbooks and stress over exams for a month! Sounds damn short right. But well, better than nothing. =)

Been cramping since tue night..so sian. Hate cramps man. Popped so many panadols liao, but I think my immunity to the painkiller has reached an all-time high. That's why they don't seem to work anymore. Sadness. =( At least my cramps are improving..hope tmr will be a good day. Cos' tmr is hwan jie jie's wedding! Super exciting la. Haha. But wearing a white dress is super worrying too. Esp when I have that thing..the dreaded time of the month. Argh. Bad colour choice. But bo pian leh, had to buy a white dress..

I must start working again. Super duper broke! Haven't worked for more than a month; I don't miss it at all. Haha. In fact, I'm quite happy not having to work functions. But I need the moolah, so back to the club I must go..and pray that they want me. If not, no work, no moolah. =(

Pretty boring at home..like got nothing to do leh. But better home than in hall. Haha. Can't really go out also cos' of cramps and lack of money..then next week onwards going to get busy with band again. Sian. If only I could quit. No longer holds any more appeal for me..it's more of a chore than anything else. I don't feel any unity, nor do I feel very happy going for pracs. But stupid me has no choice cos' I'm bound to it by comm..just hafta lun the next couple of mths..sighh.

I think I'm very longwinded. Partly also because I'm bored and I dunno wad to blog. Haha. Shit man. Last time blogging was much simpler, just typed whatever came to mind. Now I have to stop and think. Haha.

Therefore, I shall stop here before everyone gets bored to death.

Freedom is mine! =)

me
scribbled at
5:24 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
12:46 PM

Last paper today!

But it'll only start in another 4.5hrs. And end in 7hrs time!

Counting down to 7.30pm mans..quick come quick come!

I'm so fidgety already..supposed to study 212 for the next 4hrs, but I just can't sit still at my table. Argh. It's like one foot's already in the slacker-mode, the other's fighting to join its partner. Haha. But I can't! Sadness. Still must wait till 7.30pm.

"Pens down, please stop writing."

That will be happiness! =)

Though after that I gotta edit and send in my resume for 228A in order to get that 1AU..pui. But still! No more studying for the next month!

I'm so sian in hall. Even though I just spent the last 4days at home. Being at home is waaay better. Bahh. Me miss home already!

Anyway, RM wasn't as killer as the past year papers. Luckily she decided to set something different. Maybe I still have a chance to get a C or better! *prays hard

Something's been worrying me but I can't bring myself to put it in words, or to tell anyone else. I just hope that my worry can be put to rest soon..my fears unfounded..been praying so so so hard already. Exhausted my supply of tears too..plus, it comes at a price..distraction and inability to concentrate on studying for exams..I want that fear to faster go away! Go far far far away..don't let me worry anymore..then I can be truly happy. If not, even after exams end, I'll still be plagued and stressed by it..sighh. =(

Okay, I told myself not to think about it anymore. At least, not until 212's over. Must concentrate! Last lap already! I predict I won't be absorbing anymore info already. But I'll try la. Haha. 4hrs can actually do quite alot mans. But what I didn't know, still don't know, I probably won't know by 5pm. Oops. Haha.

Wish me luck! For those who are done with exams, lucky you! For those still like me, one more lap to go, jiayou and all the best! =)

me
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12:46 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

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