.shut me out from this world.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
12:57 AM

Sudden impulse to blog, so here I am. Haha.

Had a nasty argument today that started because of me..sorry. Sort of spiralled beyonf the topic at hand, but glad everything's fine now. =)

Was reading past blog posts, and I was struck by how much more cheerful and lively I sounded a mere 2 months ago..now I'm literally a crybaby. When the tears come, I don't hold them back anymore..in a way I guess that's good, cos' I have an outlet..but it also means that my self-control is slowly slipping with each day..

Ohh yes. I fell down again! Nothing to be proud of; ashamed and annoyed more like it. Haha. Was about to cross the road outside the club when I tripped over the curb and ended up sprawled damn unglamly on the grass patch..and was promptly rewarded with a wound to my left knee. Bahh. At least it's not as serious as the last injury I had when I fell at aloha loyang..haha. It's recovering! Hopefully it doesn't leave as ugly a scar as the one currently on my right knee. Next time must really open my eyes bigger man. >_< --> 0_0

Hmm...next mon's the 213 presentation..omg we haven't done anything la! Uber worried and pretty much at a loss, though I'm trying not to show it...not wise to let our "best friends" know thats how I really feel. Haha. Gonna work abit during the weekend..wonder where am I going to find time to do up the presentation and stuffs. Sighh. Still pretty clueless about this whole proj acty. Bahh. Can't wait for it to be over!

Exams are coming and I'm still not studying..just keep asking myself where has my motivation gone..the motivation which spurred me on the last 20 years of my life. Seems to have gone missing since the day I left tj. Hai. At this rate, I'm never gonna make it to hons. =(

Geri must study! Study study study! *chants

My new mantra from now on. Hope I don't get immune to it though. Haha.

Okay I need to go slp soon. Or I'll oversleep for class again tmr!

Nites!

Monokuro Boo. Love. =)

me
scribbled at
12:57 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

have seen my daily craps =]