.shut me out from this world.
Monday, August 28, 2006
2:10 AM

I wanted to blog yesterday about Reel In!, but was too tired...so this is sort of a delayed post since the concert on saturday.

Many emotions filled my heart and mind throughout that day...from the start of the day in the morning, till after the concert at night. The concert was a success though, far better than I expected. I feel that we played well...everyone performed brilliantly, and I could tell we were all enjoying ourselves. Although, sadly, the audience number was kind of lacklustre and disappointing..still, I believe we did our best so, no regrets! To all who went, thanks for your support! Hope you all enjoyed the concert. =)

Had a minor flaw in the day when dear felt sick and didn't wanna play...of course, his mood affected mine. But I'm glad whatever I said made sense to him in the end, and seeing how he enjoyed playing for the concert makes me happy too! Yay. Haha.

Super surprised to see sheryl darling at the concert..and she got me a really sweet rose! Very pretty..thanks my dear! And to think she didn't let william tell me she was going so as to surprise me. Haha. So glad to see her again after such a long time..miss the tj trumpeters lots man.

Kellyn went as well..instead of going for d&d. Haha. Thanks for the white rose! So pretty. I like. =) And of course my ever-supportive family and cousin and aunt and gerald kor..and the pretty gerbera. Haha. I had a wonderful time, really. And there were many pleasant surprises, enough to cancel out anything unhappy that plagued me earlier. The pieces were pretty well-played; not perfect, but at least we sounded decent. I have a great section, really. Haha. Thanks for pia-ing the high notes! And all the beautiful solos played. I melted. Really. =)

Now that the final project for our batch 05/06 has come to an end..I feel a sudden sense of loss, made more evident by the fact that the 13 of us are stepping down from comm soon. While I'm glad that adeline will be our new pres, a part of me can't help but feel sad that we'll no longer share those meetings we've had the past yr..the birthday celebrations that spiced meetings up..supper sessions with the usual gang, the kakis I've grown to love and cherish..I know the friendships we've forged will always be there, hopefully, but somehow, I know it's only normal to acknowledge that things will be different. Some pple will be leaving band, some will no longer run for the next comm..there will be many many fresh faces in the form of yr 1s joining..so many changes. I kind of wish everything could just remain status quo and nothing has to change...but that's impossible.

I'm going to miss the current comm alot alot..you pple have been my source of strength in band the past yr whenever things didn't go well for me. My dearest kakis whom I've become so much closer to..serena, zb, jy and everyone else..I really hope that the end of exco 05/06 doesn't mark the end of our friendship too. I still remember the very first meeting we had in the sac meeting room. Everyone was unfamiliar with at least a couple of faces. I felt abit lost, but things warmed up after awhile. And only got better as the months passed and we settled down into our various portfolios.

I wanna thank every single one of the 13 of you..I think all of you should know what I wanna say...in fact, words can't adequately express what exactly it is that I feel inside. There were times when I felt stifled by my duties, by the demands of being a comm member, but you pple are the very same ones who helped dispel all those negative feelings and made me look at the situation in a positive light. I have no regrets joining the comm, cos' if I didn't, I wouldn't have gotten to know and interact with such a wonderful group of pple. You pple are the staying power throughout the past year for me..the reason why I stayed on and didn't leave the band like some others chose to.

Thank you, my dearest ntusb exco..I'll never forget the wonderful moments we've shared, and all the memories we have will stay with me always. No matter what happens after this concert, I hope we'll all remain in contact and share the same bond we've weaved a year ago till now. Tkkaire everyone...*huggs

.nicholas.genevieve.adeline.mimi.zhibin.serena.jinyuan.baofeng.soonwei.shulin.livia.emerald.geraldine.ntusb exco 05/06. =)

me
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2:10 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

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