Saturday, July 15, 2006
2:47 AM
FOC is in 2 days! So exciting! Haha.

Today was precamp where we met the freshies..not everyone turned up, but for those who did...all I can say is, on average the og looks pretty good! When I saw the photos in the application forms, I thought the og quite cui...haha. But they turned out to be not bad after all. =p Okay la, ultimately, I'd rather they damn onz and enthu rather than look chio and handsome but super bo chup...haha.

Hmm...the freshies still seem a little un-enthu and not bonding very well, but hopefully working on the mascot and performance will gel them sufficiently tmr..in time for foc! Time passes so fast sia...seems like only yesterday I was part of a whole new pyrite with 20 over other strangers I'd never met before..and now, in the blink of an eye, pyrite has paved the way to sirius! Yay sirius! Hahaha. =)

Been pretty busy tying up loose ends for the games...being programmers really ain't easy. Super the sai gang..but it's fun also la. Just that won't get to interact with the OGs much. But this year, some of the other CPs have come up with ideas to allow more interaction..fun! Hope foc will proceed smoothly and be a blast for everyone..just like how fantastic it was last yr for my batch. Haha. 5 days of fun and panda eyes coming up! Then after that, can finally breathe a sigh of relief and say byebye to all my CP duties...hasn't been easy, but it's a learning experience nonetheless. And the best part of it is tekan-ing freshies at camp! Lol. =p

Can't believe school is going to start so soon..like barely 3 weeks after foc I'll be back to lectures and tutorials, forcing myself to wake up for 8.30 classes...sian! But school can be fun too la. Hope I get nice classmates. Haha. At least I have ps with me! My alarm clock for 8.30 days too! Hahaha.

Must make the most of the remaining hols after foc..go out with pple I haven't seen in ages, the friends I've neglected cos' of my brimming schedule thanks to foc and band..feels like I've drifted from so many many friends I was once close to. My 2903 clique..I wanna find back that bond but the last outing proved some difficulty. Or maybe it's just me, since they obviously had no problems hanging out together..just like the old days. I think my mind is too preoccupied with all things redundant during outings. But I can't help it la. Hai. And there's my ij clique too...dunno whether am I still considered part of the clique. I certainly don't feel so. But it's my fault more than anyone's la. Well, at least they still ask me out sometimes..most times I can't go. Sigh. I hate turning pple down, but if anyone of them will just have a look at my schedule, then maybe they'll understand why I have to say "no" everytime although it makes me sad to do so..

Seems like the only person I see most is the boyfriend liao..cos' despite knowing what an idiotic schedule I have, he goes out of his way to meet me and spend time with me..even if it means travelling aimlessly in the opposite direction just to send me somewhere, or taking the mrt instead of the bus so that he can spend more time with me. Thanks dear...I appreciate everything you've done for me. The errands you run for me without complaints. Errands which even I would complain about, but you never grumbled at all. In fact, you were all too willing to go the extra mile for me...I'm really a very lucky girl. Not giving my 100% as a good gf, but accepting your 110% as an ultra good bf..I feel bad. Really. But I'll make it up to you!

Hmm..spending more time together with jy also means more chances for quarrels and arguments...I find that we argue over the stupidest and most trivial things at times. When I think back and recall those fights, I find them so utterly stupid and childish. Maybe it's a lack of understanding on both our parts sometimes..but I'm glad it all worked out in the end. Bu da bu xiang shi? Hahaha.

Okay. Sleeping time! Tmr still gotta work 3pm-12am..and the morning after is foc liao. Pple say I'm crazy to be working and compromising sleep since I'm obviously going to need it...but well, nvm la. Just pray and hope I'll survive foc. Preferably with cramps at bay. Attack me all you want after foc, just not during...pls pls pls. *prays

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]