Thursday, September 29, 2005
3:53 PM
The miracle we were all praying for didn't happen in the end...

Been going to the wake everday for the past 3 days now. Waiting for gerald kor to come and pick me up to go there again today. Then going to stay the night over there since tmr morning's the funeral...which means I wun be able to go for stats tutorial. And my group is presenting tmr! >_< Sorry girls, I'm not doing my part and not even gonna be ard for presentation...but I'll do the report okay? Sorry sorry! And thanks so much for understanding... =)

Think I'm more or less back to my old self already. Somehow, I'm not as affected by this as I thought I would be. Maybe cos' everything is finally over and he doesn't have to suffer anymore...we'll all miss him so much, miss having his fun and easy-going presence around...but a fact is a fact, and we can't change the fact that he's gone and nvr gonna come back. I just hope that my aunt and cousins will be able to brave through this ordeal and come out of it safe and sound...hope they wun dwell too much on their sadness and grief...like my cousin told me when our grandma passed away 3 years ago, "the darker the night, the nearer the dawn". How very true..Hope they'll rmb this phrase now in their time of grief...

Oh dear. It's raining again. Weather has been pretty erratic lately. At least my mood is now stabilising, unlike the weather. Could even talk cock and make jokes at band ytd...that's a good sign. =) Could tell that some of them are glad I'm moving out of my stoned and sad mood too...just wanna say thanks to everyone who has been there for me the past week or so. Trying to cheer me up, to encourage me, to let me know that you all miss the old me and don't want me to be so upset and all...it's really helped alot. I feel so blessed. I'm really one lucky girl. And I have all of you to thank for it. Love you all my dears. Thanks so very much. I know who are my truly wonderful frens... =)

Okay. Better end here for now. No idea if I gotta go off like in the next 5mins or sth. Tata for now..

me
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3:53 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]