Saturday, September 24, 2005
1:30 AM
Woke up with goldfish eyes today. Expected la. Cried like shit last night, something I haven't done in a long while...

Yesterday was simply a bad day la. I guess it's a pile up of everything..tio tio's condition isn't improving. Instead, it's worsening, if that can even be possible. Seeing how it's already so bad. Sighh. Dun wanna talk abt it anymore...it makes me too sad to continue..just hope and pray a miracle will occur...

Been feeling really down lately, in addition to being stressed. So many pple have been encouraging me and giving me support...telling me to take care and so on...thanks so much everyone...if I were to name them all out, my list would be endless...anw, just wanna let you all know I really appreciate your concern. Hope I'll be back to my usual self too. I'm scared of getting too used to this current side of me that I can nvr get out of it...

Tired already. Still got project to do. Wanted to blog much more, but I lost the mood liao...

Nights everyone...

me
scribbled at
1:30 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, September 18, 2005
6:16 PM
The doctor told them to prepare for the worst.

Ah ee said we'll need a miracle to help him.

Please pull through this. Please. *prays

me
scribbled at
6:16 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]