Saturday, September 10, 2005
1:40 AM
It's super late already but I'm still not aslp...really very tired but I just feel like blogging somehow...

Went for supper last night with a few of the band pple. Trumpet section most onz! Haha. There were 5 of us there sia...me, ah fatt, elaine, xiquan and kian keong, in addition to emerald, livia, mimi, shunnan, jin song, soon wei and nic. Went to the kopitiam with prata! What a very unhealthy and fattening supper. Speaking of which, my daddy says my face has gotten rounder. Shittt! =(( I'm going to embark on a DIET. Less junk food, no more eating after 9pm (damn hard to stick to this!) and less suppers! But I love going for supper. Haha.

Anw, after supper we walked back to sch. Gate was still open! Amazing. And kian keong drives! I think he's scared I'll really scratch his car. Lol. Went to em's room with twinny cos' we couldn't finish cropping the photos before supper. Nic went along too, but went back to his room after awhile. We 3 girls planned a band outing for next week, everything settled nicely and written down but...nvm. Let's not go into it. At any rate, there will still be an outing. Just not what we expected.

Left em's room really late. 3am! Walked back with liv to her hall, where she gathered her stuffs and we continued our way to my hall. Reached my room only at 4am! We took an entire freaking hour to walk from hall 1 to hall 15 sia. My goodness.

Thanks twinny for staying over with me! She bu fang xin to let me walk back alone from her hall, that's why she decided to walk back with me then slp over in my room for the night. =) We only slept at 6am; damn late! Or should I say, early. Haha. Anw, we got only, like, 3.5hrs of slp. Utterly shagged. I even fell aslp during combined. 17bars rest is really pretty long. Long enough for me to doze off, at any rate. Then again, I was really exhausted beyond words.

Went out for dinner with a few pyrites after band. Bedok food rocks! I miss it so much mans. Blk 85! Or what I call fengshan food centre. Haha. Thank you adeline for sending me from sch to bedok! Saved me time and money sia. Haha. I was super out of the whole thing most of the time. Couldn't concentrate on what the others were saying. I was that tired. But food perked me up! As it always does. Haha. Let me list out what we ate! The 7 of us, me, yun, qing, shaun, darren, yuankai and weiting.

1. 7 bowls of bak chor mee
2. 12 buckeroos worth of stingray
3. 6 chicken wings
4. or-luat (we all liked the luat, not the or. Except for darren. Haha!)
5. drinks
6. ah-balling in yummy peanut soup! (I normally dun like peanut soup. This is an exception!)

Seems like alot mah? Acty not really right. But it was a good dinner! I loved it. =)

The rest went to shaun's house after that while I headed home. Wanetd to go too, but I promised mummy and daddy I'd be home latest 10plus. Anw I was feeling quite tired again after the full dinner I had. Sleeping time! Haha. So I went home lor.

Wanna go slp le! Geri is a tired tired girl today. *yawns. Something's bothering me though. I wanna talk to someone. I know who's that someone. But I dunno if that someone will wanna talk to me. Sighh. Must think carefully of what to say first...could either make or break the whole situation. >_<

Okay, very late liao! I need my sleep. Got tuition in the morening. Sucks.

Hope I get to take a real break this one week recess period!

me
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1:40 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Thursday, September 08, 2005
7:50 PM
I finally feel like I can breathe.

Accounting quiz is over...marketing presentation's over too..what a relief. And the quiz wasn't as bad as I expected. Okay la, I'm totally clueless about the 1st qns. But the rest were kind of alright. Think I shd be able to pass.. =)

Settled my 3 programmers too! Finally confirmed who I'll be working with for foc next year liao..though I still wish kellyn could be one of the Ps, nvm la, she'll be my unofficial 4th P! =D

I guess I'm just glad that the break's here at last. Although today's only thu, not even end of the sch week yet, just having all the quizzes, presentations and assignments over for this week feels damn good. I felt so slack coming back to hall just now that I acty surrendered to an afternoon nap. I haven't taken one in a long long time. Haha.

But then...break seems like it's gonna be a hectic one. Band aside, I think I'll be staying in hall throughout so that I can concentrate on mugging. Hope yun can stay with me too.. =) Then there's also the graded mkting project to work on..and the FM project oso..20%! Gosh. That's like alot. Then I'm gonna hafta spend the recess week catching up on everything too. And I really mean everything. Hope there'll be enough time...hope I'll be motivated enough...*hopes

Still can't figure out where to go and fax my proposals out to companies. It's so darn irritating. I went all the way to SAO, only to be told that I can't fax stuff out from there. Sighh. Wish I didn't hafta fax them out...send by mail or email oso better...next time la next time. When I call them up, I'm gonna ask if I can mail it to them. Haha.

Okay! I wanna go shower liao. Then see if PS wants to go and eat dinner. We're both finally feeling free at last!

Hope I can have this feeling more often. =)

me
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7:50 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, September 05, 2005
11:05 PM
The end of yet another monday...

Monday blues still hit me almost every week. Really didn't wanna wake up to go for class today; I was that tired. Heck, I'm always tired nowadays. The result of endless late nights..and dunno for what either. Not that I'm really studying. I just can't get myself into the mugging mood. Even on sun, I stared at my textbook for barely 30mins and my eyelids started to droop. Back in tj, during the feverish mugging period just before A's, that was really my peak sia. I could just sit there for a couple of hours on end, mugging away like there was no tomorrow.

How I wish that mugger mode would hit me right now.

Really gotta get started on accounting. Quiz on wed and still I know nuts about this dreaded module which has me grimacing everytime I think about it. The book's open in front of me now. It says chpt 2; yes, I'm barely started on chpt 2 and there's, like, 6 chpts tested for the quiz. Am I dead or am I dead. Foreseeable death in 2days. Sighh.

Guess it's a good thing msn is such a screw up.I keep getting signed out once every few mins. Can't even last long enough to continue a proper conversation with others. Msn is a distraction of the worst kind. It's practically an addiction at times. That's damn scary. If I look at myself from a 3rd party's point of view, I'll seriously be freaked out by the way I msn like my life depended on it. *shudders. Okay, no more msn. It's back to accounting. Yay.

Not. >_<

On a lighter note outside of studies, I went for dinner with yun, spencer and zhiyang. Poor yun's not feeling well, must be all the late nights, stress and the unpredictable weather. Tkkaire my dear jiemei! Hope the strepsils will help. =)

Ended up having dinner at can 13. Spencer got to eat his western food at last. Haha. But the verdict wasn't fabulous. Guess he should have ordered sth else other than fish&chips.

We were really talking cock the whole time. I miss this kind of scenarios. It doesn't matter how many pple are involved; it can be a dinner for 3 pple, 4 pple, a whole group of us. What matters is the lighthearted atmosphere. When everyone's having fun and enjoying one another's company. I love such gatherings. Makes me all happy again. Like there's nothing so bad which can't be solved. Having friends around..I really can't live without them. =)

Could tell that the dinner made yun feel better too. That's what she told me after that as well..I think it made us both alot happier. Made me less stressed and more relaxed, made her feel less sad and more optimistic. Yay.

Tomorrow's my free day. Happiness! But I gotta mug for accounting quiz. Sighh. Doubt I'll get much into my head at all, plus the fact that I have no motivation to mug at all.

I miss my jc mugging frens. I miss mugging at the airport with jeannie. I miss the way we encouraged each other to study hard and to do well together. I miss her. =(

Really feeling the stress from being biz mag. Thought I would be able to handle it; guess I didn't count on it clashing so horribly with all my projects, assignments, quizzes and whatnot. Got plenty of proposals to send out, which I should have started doing so today. But nope, I'm clueless as to how to start. Call up companies and say what? I wish my partner's someone I know well and can work with. Sighh. I find sw so...I dunno. He's a nice guy, a responsible biz mag, very pia datelines too. Which makes me more stressed than ever. Seeing how I'm only into my 2nd or 3rd week of being biz mag and already I can't catch up with the datelines set.

Save me somebody. Tell me how I should call up companies. How to fax proposals over from SAO. Go with me to SAO. But I myself am too busy to make a trip down. Guess I'll hafta do it tmr. Any later and nic will have my head. =(

Started out blogging in a sad mood, ending it feeling..sad, still. Not sad as in majorly upset. Just feel that things aren't going my way. Sleeping it off isn't an option either. It'll just spillover into tmr's mood. Dun wanna let that happen.

I wanna stop time. Stop it long enough for me to catch up on 6 chpts of accounting, send out all my proposals for biz mag, and finish up all my tutorials. And everything else. Time enough for me to sleep.

I want a time machine. But I'm never gonna get one. Just like how I never seem to be able to have things go my way in life.

Just once, please? I really need to recapture myself. To find back the happy, carefree geri of many years ago.

I just want to be happy again. Genuinely happy. To laugh with carefree abandon. To be me.

me
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11:05 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
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.memories.
|tjband|
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[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]