Tuesday, June 14, 2005
12:30 AM
Settled my hostel application! That's a relief man. One down and..er..plenty more to go? Sigh. Must try and settle as many as possible on fri when I go down to ntu for the medical examination. Speaking of which, I hate such checkups. They make me feel all uncomfy and..just plain ill at ease. Haha. Lucky I've got Siti dear to go with me! =)

I thought tdy would be pretty okay when I went to work and couldn't use siebel. Got to use hardphone for almost half the day before Wilson's netware made me =(. Cos' stupid siebel worked! Urgh. Softphone sucks. It makes my PI freaking low man. The sups even resorted to highlighting the names of those whose PIs were below average for last week. Needless to say, I kena la. And I oso got my name highlighted under the punctuality report! For being late one day out of the entire week. And I wasn't even late for work la! I'm almost never late. It's just cos' the dumb softphone took so long to log in. 1min late and they highlight my name. Unfair! Pui.

Then next week got new batch coming in. What if they wanna sack pple. I'm like so gonna get the sack if that's the case. Not my fault if my calls are so darn long right. Keng Chuan keeps telling me to just cut those tps short and don't let them yak so long. Increases the stupid PI. But I don't have a choice if for every 5 calls I ans, at least 1 has to be objection call right! Then they take so bloody long. Like the one I got tdy which took me over an hour to end call plus write memo. And it didn't help that IRIS went mad on me so I got trapped. Cannot check info, but also cannot restart comp cos' I was using softphone to ans call. Pui. Lucky got kengchuan's help though. I feel bad that he had to aux-work so long while helping me to check using his IRIS. Thx kc! =)

Anyway, lousy calls aside, I do try to entertain myself at work. It helps to sit next to a lamer who is so full of rubbish. Haha. Helps to pass time. Another tactic is playing hangman. Lol. I thought I was lousy enough until kengchuan showed me his skill at playing hangman. Or rather, lack of skill. =p

Going out tmr with lamu, shan and mayhui to watch monster-in-law! Hope it's a good show. Madagascar was nice, but I wonder if MIL will be worth my money. What I do wanna watch is war of the worlds though. And I can't wait for charlie and the chocolate factory to open! Got johnny depp! But he looks quite..sissy? Girly? In that movie. Haha.

Hope this week passes faster. Tmr will have night out to look forward to. Thu will have running to perk me up. And half day on fri to go ntu! Haha. Before I know it, it'll be sun and I'll be on my way to KL! 1 week of zero calls, not having to get scolded by tps, no mountain of memos to write, sounds like paradise! Haha. And yes, cor dear, I found my track shoes! Definitely no disappointing you on thu haha. We can go run after work! Keep in shape and sweat off all the stress accummulated the past 4 mths. Heh. My shoes are damn koyak and in supremely lousy condition, but too bad, that's my only pair. Can serve it's purpose as a running shoe can liao la. Lol.

Okay, wanna go get my beauty sleep. Can't afford to overslp tmr like I did tdy! Rushed like mad, complete whirlwind sia. Anyway, nights! =)

me
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12:30 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, June 13, 2005
10:10 PM
The ntu online application thingy is such a headache. Like not confusing can. Dots. Finally managed to get my matric number then wanna settle everything once and for all, apply hostel and blah, but alas!

I need Peishan's matric number too. >_<

Haha. Nvm la, I'll just do it tmr after she gets her number. Lol.

Anw, had tuition just now. And my mood bordered btwn extreme irritation and amusement. Mitch is such a monkey la. Who can seriously annoy the hell out of me. Exasperate me the way no one else can. Yet he's also darn funny. And cute. And amazingly, quite sensitive and perceptive at times. Haha.

He had the speakers on throughout tuition, and changed songs like once every 10mins. Haha. Then, he suddenly told me he had a song dedication for me. And asked me to listen to the lyrics cos' he thinks it's very suited to me. Of course, I was mystified. Lol. And guess what was the song he played?

Grew up in a small town,
And when the rain would fall down,
I'd just stare out my window.
Dreaming of what could be,And if I'd end up happy,
I would pray.Trying hard to reach out,But when I tried to speak out,
Felt like no-one could hear me.Wanted to belong here,But something felt so wrong here.
So I'd pray,I could break away.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.

Wanna feel the warm breeze,
Sleep under a palm tree,
Feel the rush of the ocean,
Get onboard a fast train,
Travel on a jetplane,
Faraway, and break away.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.

Buildings with a 100 floors,
Swinging around revolving doors,
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me.
But I gotta keep moving on moving on,
Fly away, break away.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
Though its not easy to tell you goodbye.
Gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget the place I come from.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.

Break away, break away
- Kelly Clarkson, Break Away

I do like this song actually. And it kind of got me thinking. Why did he say it's suitable for me? When he hears this song he's reminded of me. Haha. But I guess in some ways it's pretty true. I've been trying to break away from the shadow of myself. Ah well. Trust a 12-year-old to be the one to tell me this. =)

me
scribbled at
10:10 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, June 12, 2005
3:35 PM
Got my ntu enrolment package! So exciting! Haha. =p

It seems quite confusing though. All the dates and stuff. Datelines to follow, stuff to pay, go down and submit this, check that...brr. But still, it's something I'm looking forward to! Haha. Can't wait to room with PS! Let's go shopping dearie! And, smaller room oso means less things to buy, so equals to save money yar? Lol.

Busy uploading photos now, adding the links in awhile. Should have uploaded them ages ago. But been busy lately la. Haha. Some photos I kop from pple like PS and Joan. Hope you all dun mind! Heh.

This is a super short entry. And ultra boring too. Pai seh la, I very xin bu zai yan. Haha. Will blog again! =))

me
scribbled at
3:35 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]