.shut me out from this world.
Friday, April 22, 2005
3:45 PM

On leave today! So I'm happily at home typing this while my darls are in the office answering dreaded calls. Heh. I miss you dearies! Cya tmr! *huggs

Went for smu interview this morning. Met PS there; I miss you loads babe! Glad to see you looking happy again. Missed that smile on your face. :) Met Wenwei there too! What a surprise. Both of us took day off to go smu then slack after that. Haha.

The interview was alright I guess. Though I'm not sure if I made any sense at all during the group discussion. AT some points, I stoned and lost track of the discussion. Then when I gave my comments, I talk till dunno where's the link. Just...talked. Yeah. >_<

Those in my group were pretty good. Vocal pple with sensible ideas. Haha. Is that what smu wants? Is that what everybody wants? *wonders

I almost wish we discussed about the casino thingy instead. Was telling daddy, if that really comes up as the topic, I will so totally not get accepted. Haha. Cos' my opinions happen to oppose the govt's in every way possible. Like rather subjective la. Not that I'm saying there's absolutely no advantages of having a casino. But if I (and many others) had my way, you'd only see the IR without casino. Lol.

Ohh yes. Got the ntu acceptance letter a couple of days ago. Weirdly though, I didn't feel happy. Just relieved that at least I have somewhere to go for sure. I think I'll end up there though. Somehow. Going for the biz high-tea with Siti on sunday. Travel all the way to ntu! Like not far liddat. I can't imagine having to study there the next 3 or 4 years.

Went out with Ling jie jie for awhile just now. Too bad she came down with a flu which steadily got worse. That's why I'm home now instead of shopping to my heart's content. Ah well. It's okay, hope she gets well soon! Then we can resume our shopping trip. :)

Meeting Xtina later. I think she wants to eat Thai Express? Haha. I dun really mind. Being able to go out is the ultimate luxury for me now. How sad my life has become. And I just confirmed ytd that I'll be working till end june. Gosh. Just kill me somebody. Before I get killed by the demands of my job. =(

Almost forgot to update! Went to eat Yuki Yaki with my dears that day! Food there is great, pple, go and try! Quite worth it. Food is fresh, can steamboat-cum-bbq in airconditioned comfort, get free flow of drinks, sushi conveyor belt available, what's not to like? Haha. Let's go out again soon k my dears! Makes the day pass faster. Makes me a happy girl. And we can take somemore neoprints! :))

Hope I get an answer from smu soon. And nus. Then I can decide. If I have a choice. Ah well.

me
scribbled at
3:45 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, April 18, 2005
10:25 PM

2903 chalet was great! Although there were only 9 of us, plus Mr Quek, 10. The rest...hmm. Aniwaes, the place is like really BIG la! Got 4 bedrooms and 5 toilets can. Fully-equipped kitchen too. Aloha Loyang! So pple, next time you all need a big gathering place for bbq or party, can go book tat place. Heh.

So sad Mel couldn't stay. And PS couldn't come. PS dear...cheer up okay? I'm sure your grandpapa wouldn't wanna see you sad too. Be comforted knowing that he's up with all the other angels (or stars) up there yar? I understand how you feel...been through it too. I'm sure he loved you alot alot too. Just like how you love him. Just always remember, even if he may not physically be by your side anymore, he'll always live in your heart. Take care dearie. Love you. *huggs

Stayed over at my cuz' house on sat! It's been awhile since I last stayed. Had a wonderful time! Plus, the concert was absolutely fab. Haha. Thanks for bringing me along! And all the stuff you all bought for me. Plus the money which Hwan jie jie oh-so-subtley put into my new pouch huh. Lol.

I'm starting to hate work lots. Like, I dunno why leh. It's just so miserable sitting in that condo without my dearies by my side to talk to me as and when we wanna talk. There's Marilyn, yeah, but it's not the same la. I miss my old seat. Sigh. Really really felt the urge to quit. Think I shall start looking for another job liao. When I find a better one with my darls, we'll quit together k?

Ahh yes. Cor dear, hope you're feeling better already! Have your cramps subsided? Tkkaire okay! Tmr we charmed girls are going for our Yaki Yaki! =] And thanks for the testimonial babe. It brought a smile to my face after one tough day. Love ya. *huggs

Was just thinking today. About the kind of guy I really want for a bf. Don't ask me how I got started thinking about such a topic. Haha. But honestly, I realised that I absolutely don't want a guy who treats me too well. Like, always giving in to me and all that. I want a guy whom I can argue with once in a while, banter with and simply have fun with. It's totally no fun when the guy worships the ground you walk on and treats you like his princess. I mean, of cos, I'd want to be the princess in his life. Haha. But dun treat me like I'm some fragile thing who'll throw tantrums if I don't get my way all the time. It's so stressing to be with such a guy. No wonder all the guys I've ever liked are all the kind who start off as a buddy, a good friend, the kind who treat me as their equal and just talk rubbish to me. Ah wells.

Enough blogging for today. Getting quite lazy nowadays. Wanna blog short. Okay, tata for now, love you all dearies. *muacks

me
scribbled at
10:25 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

have seen my daily craps =]