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Thursday, April 14, 2005

8:20 PM

I think I'm gonna blog in paragraphs today. Many thoughts running through my mind. Good, bad, happy, sad. You name it, I'm feeling it.

My workplace is absolutely dusty. I've been having all sorts of nose problems daily. Urghs. It was so ridiculously blocked today, I could hardly make any sense when talking to the tp. Or rather, they just couldn't understand me.

Scenario 1
Me: Good mordning, Geraldind speaking, how may I help you?
(Good morning, Geraldine speaking, how may I help you?)
TP: Geraldi??
Me: >_<

Scenario 2
Me: Cand I have your full nameb?
(Can I have your full name?)
TP: *rattles off name
Me: How aboud your dade of birth?
(How about your date of birth?)
TP: Oh, I live at...
Me: Your dade of birth!
TP: Huh?
Me:......

Scenario 3
Me: I cand arradge for a Pind number to be sed to you-
(I can arrange for a Pin number to be sent to you-)
TP: Huh? What did you say? I don't understand.
Me:*pulls out hair

Consequences of a bad nose block. Sigh.

Aniwaes, my day got better la. Although lunch was a super rushed 30mins. Too many callers, too little of us. I da bao my teh tarik from 5th floor! Drinking hot and yummy teh tarik while having a super cute Pooh stuffed toy (thanks Mandy!) for company really brightened the rest of my afternoon up. =))

Lings went off early today..my turn to take half day tmr! Haha. How was your nafa tour dearie? Aniwaes miss you! And Cor and Hongs. Love you babes! Rmb Tue's date! Yaki Yaki! Haha. Liling keeps saying Suki Yaki while Cor insists it's Yuki Yaki. Learn from me la. Suki Yaki + Yuki Yaki = Yaki Yaki! *smiles

Ahh. I read PS' blog. As usual, can't see her taggie. Don't be sad dear, your grandaddy's gonna be alright okays? He'll be in my prayers. You too. Must remain strong k? I'm always here for you babe. And your hammy will find it's way back. Don't worry too much, it's bad for health! Just think positive and stay happy. Keep all worries at bay when we meet up tmr! Love you lots dear, I dun wanna see you unhappy. *huggs

Class chalet tmr! I can't wait to see my 2903 dears. We're gonna have a blast! =]

My mood is fluctuating. I just found out that IJ Band got silver for SYF today.

Why.

It's so unfair. They worked so freaking hard. Mr Sim and the band put in so much effort together. They were so hopeful for a gold. So was I. Everyone. Including the current conductor, I'm sure.

Why.

It's like a curse or sth. Our very first SYF, we really thought we could get a silver. Ended up with a bronze. Disappointment, but take it as a first step lor. Then after I graduated, the band's 2nd syf reaped a silver. That long awaited silver of 2 years before came 2 years later. They wanted a gold. But silver was an improvement. And this year? I just don't understand why. The judges are biased? Maybe. I just refuse to believe they aren't gold material. Call me stupid, overly hopeful, I prefer to think of it as having confidence in my juniors, my band, having the faith. My confidence isn't unfounded. If you've seen the way they've improved since I left, you'd ask why too.

So, why?

I dunno. I dun wanna think le. I'm sure they're all upset too. Disappointed. I can totally understand that feeling. Even if they may not see this, I just want them to know that every syf, competition, concert, every single practice, is an experience to work towards the final goal. No gold this year, nvm. Just work towards it okay? I'm sure that gold will shine brightly in the bandroom in 2 years' time. Dun ever give up, take it as a stepping stone.

Oh wells. This is a pretty long post. Haven't blogged so much for a long time.

Tkkaire peeps. Love you all. *huggs

me
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8:20 PM

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

7:56 PM

Down with a rash.

Sucks.

What did I eat. Was it the steamboat. What the hell was it.

*itchy

I hate this!

Go away go away go away *chants

It's driving me mad.

MAD.

Just go the hell away. Urgh.

me
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