.shut me out from this world.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
10:22 PM

Shall just take awhile to blog sth short.

Had a wonderful time with my dearies Shan, Joan and Xtina ytd! Went Marina Bay for steamboat; it was a riot la! Laughing our heads off. Eating and eating and just simply gorging. Though I honestly didn't feel very full haha. You're not the only one Joanie. Lol. Too bad Mel couldn't go. Next time you better dun pang seh us okay! Haha. Bring John along too. =]

Thanks for the really great time I had my dears. Haven't caught up with you all in such a long while! Missed you all so much. Can't wait for the chalet! We're so totally gonna have a blast. *smiles. Love you all darlings. Really. I dunno what life would be like without you all by my side. Let's stay friends forever okay. Yes, Joanie, forever. =] *huggs

And my charmed darlings. Every single day, I thank god for letting me know you all. I know I've said it many many times already, but thank you for being there. I love you all to bits. Honest. We're gonna stay friends forever too. And dun forget thu's dinner! Not newton circus, lings. Cor has a better suggestion! Right, Cor? =p Love ya babes. *huggs

I did say it'll be a short one. So, tata for now. =]

me
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10:22 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Monday, April 04, 2005
11:55 PM

I wanna buy a handphone cable wire!!! So I can download all the pics in my phone to my comp instead of having to send via mms. Damn expensive la! But I still sent 2 pics. Of me and my Charm girls! Minus Qiuhong. Must take a pic with her mans. Here they are! =]


Me and Corinne darling! I just love her to bits! *huggs


Me and Liling dear! You rock my world babe! Love ya! *muacks

Still missing one Charm girl. But nvm, all 4 of us will take pic on Sat! I dun care. Haha. Cor, rmb to bring ur camera! *smiles

Ohh yes. Liling my dear, I dun wanna see you depressed! Believe me when I say I can understand how you feel. Cos' I've been through it before too. Very xinku, but it's not worth getting unhappy over. Like I said, I love your smile! You're a sunshiney babe who lights up my life, so cannot be unhappy! Smile okays? Tmr will be a better day, I promise. Always remember that you have us by your side. *huggs

Corinne dear, whatever your decision, just be happy k. That's what's most important. Dun rush into sth you dunno whether anot you want just cos' he's really nice and sweet. You're even nicer and sweeter. And if there's someone else out there liddat, he shd be the one for you. Am I making sense? Haha. Love you babe. =]

And PS..I read your blog dearie. I still can't find your taggie, I dunno why, so I shall post my reply here instead. I hope you read it. Remember, it doesn't matter what others think, so long as you're happy. No decision is right or wrong; it's up to you to decide. It's also not that serious a matter, so pls dun get upset over it k? In a way, I guess I'd love to tell you to enjoy while it lasts. That kind of feeling can be very liberating at times. Haha. I miss you babe. Tkkaire k, we'll meet up real soon. *muacks

I feel like I'm writing an online letter. Haha. But really, blogging does keep pple in touch. In some way or another.

I miss everyone. I miss so many pple. Haven't seen so many of you in a long, long while. I really wanna meet up with everyone. I dun want us to separate. I want our friendship to be forever.

I think I lack...sleep? Feel so..emotional lately. It's, like, sometimes the thought just strikes you, what if I were to leave one day all of a sudden? Will I regret not telling pple that I love them? It's so easy to say, seize every moment you have and make it worthwhile. Tell your loved ones how much you care for them. But it's not so easy to do so. Especially if you're the less emotional sort. But it's true, isn't it.

So, I just wanna tell all of you that I love you all. Thanks for making me who I am, for being a part of my life that would cease to exist without you all. Sometimes, even words can't express all that I feel. One thing I know for sure is, you pple are way impt to me and I'm never gonna let any of you go if I can help it. *ilu

me
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11:55 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, April 03, 2005
12:20 AM

Realised that I'm happiest only when I get off from work and on weekends. I dread going to work everyday. Helps that I get to meet my darling Cor and Jamilah before work daily. And our toilet meetings at 10. Smsing during work. Going home with my dears after work. Or I'd just die. Honest.

It's so hard to be chirpy over the phone for over 7hrs a day. So hard. Really tiring. At times, I just wanna stop picking up those calls. Shout back to those unreasonable taxpayers who refuse to listen. Hand my sups a resignation letter.

How I wish. *looks for a star in the sky

Yet, I'm really, really lucky. Lucky that I've got amazing colleagues who've become more than just aquaintances at work. The friendship we share...I hope it's gonna last for a lifetime. Friends like you pple aren't easy to come by...the kind whom I can just talk to the entire day. Share our happiness and sorrows together. Confide in each other abt anything under the sun. At least, that's how I feel. Cor, I read ur blog and understood the part where you thought you'd be a lonely girl at work. I did too. But I'm glad we were both wrong. *huggs

Just read Liling's blog. Your post nearly made me tear. Dunno why, must be pms, been feeling emotional lately. Thanks for that post dearie, it lifted my spirits, knowing that I'm not the only one who wants this friendship to last forever. I'm really gonna cry too if we ever go our separate ways. So let's not yar. We're the Charm girls, we rock, and we're gonna stay together always. Love you dearies. *muacks

Ohh yes, Cindy, I'm gonna miss you now that you've quit. We've never exactly been close, but you're a really wonderful girl, sweet and helpful. Love you smile babe. So keep smiling always! Do come back and visit us haha. You tkkaire k? *huggs

I feel better already. Not looking forward to work, just looking forward to seeing my dears at work. *smiles

me
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12:20 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

have seen my daily craps =]