Friday, November 19, 2004
11:33 AM
Even as I'm typing this, the rest should have just finished their geog paper...msged Jeannie awhile ago, but she hasn't replied my msg! Maybe they aren't done collecting the papers. Aniwaes, hope the paper was a good one for them! =)

I'm still wondering what time I should set off for sch. Hmm. PC Lit's at 2.30pm..so even if I leave at 12plus I'll still be on time..Thought of going to sch early, say about 11, just nice when their paper ends...but I decided against it. Too lazy to squeeze up the bus with the morning crowd. It's amazing what working pple do every morning, really. If they are so afraid of missing the bus and being late for work, wake up earlier lah! Just 5 mins more can make a hell lot of difference you know. >_<

So aniwaes, I got a shock when I woke up this morning. Checked my hp and realised I had 3 unread msges. Apparently Xtina msged me sth which really woke me up. I was laughing to myself when I replied her. Hahas. =p Then the other 2 msges....I shall not elaborate on what it was, but I really do hope that no misunderstanding came out of it. -prays hard- It'll be disastrous if there was. Eek.

Man...I dun feel like I'm having a paper later. In fact, just before Daddy went out, he told me not to forget to go to sch. Haha. Like hell I will. Even if I dun wanna go, I have to lah...sigh. I was wondering how on earth to study for PC Lit, so just went through lecture notes and tried to drill Mr Hunter's words into my head. I have no idea why, but my stack of PC notes are pathetically little. I must have lost about 3/4 of them, buried under stacks of other notes. Whoops. -guilty look- I tried reading passages and poems the tutors gave us, trying to see if maybe I could formulate a plausible ans in preparation for the paper. And omg, my mind was a blank after reading them all! I didn't even understand what I read, let alone think of how to analyse them. >_< I really wonder what am I getting out of 2 yrs of Lit in TJ. Not forgetting the 4 yrs I spent on Lit in IJ. Hrm.

I do like Lit, and honestly, I think I will miss it after the A's. But too bad, I can't seem to do as well as I want to. It's so unlike sec sch Lit. Back then, I thought it was kinda hard sometimes, though I did pretty well then. But now, errrrr..............I'm just gonna hope that the questions later won't push me into a corner with nowhere to go. Pls pls pls come out sth that I can understand and analyse properly....-prays hard- I already screwed Shakespeare and Donne, I can't afford to mess up PC and Gothic! Hai.

Er..I was about to type that I'm going off now, but Jeannie just replied me...this is what she said,

"It was a disaster dun ask me abt it!"

Oops. Hopefully it wun be as bad as she describes. But I think my rxn after the Econs paper was ten times worse than hers. Hmm.

Dun worry k, pple? It'll be fine! It's over le, just concentrate on the remaining papers ba! We'll jiayou together! =] -hugs-

me
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11:33 AM

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Thursday, November 18, 2004
10:45 AM
I wanted to blog ytd, but I was too depressed.

The econs paper was a flop. Everything I spotted didn't come out. Darn them. My protectionism, trae and blah. Ended up doing rubbish and writing blindly. That's it man. There goes my hope. Somemore my Econs always fail wan. Next week's paper 1 and 2, I juz hope I can pass well enough to make up for the ytd's disaster. >_<

Math paper 2 the day before was okay lah. So so only. Not extremely easy, but not completely undoable either. Qns 27 drove me nuts though. Stupid qns. As for Lit....oh man. As I wrote essay after essay, I could feel my heart sinking to nowhere. Now that I think about it, I have no idea what I wrote. Seriously. Whether I even answered the qns is debatable. Oh shit. I didn't expect my A's to flop so badly. Thought that as long as got study, should be able to scrape through with decent grades. I dun dare to hope for excellent grades like AAA. Plus, the 6 papers I've done so far are testimony to it. Not to mention, my dreams of getting decent grades seem further and further away with every paper I sit for. Hai.

Shall not dwell upon it le. Will only depress me further. Tml got PC Lit, let's hope it'll go well. I'm praying hard that I can at least repeat the kind of essay I did for 'The Horses". Then maybe I can at least aim for a decent enough grade. Eek.

Okay, enough of slacking. Since I woke, I haven't touched a single thing. Yikes. Jiayou pple, It's gonna be over soon!

me
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