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Saturday, July 10, 2004

11:21 PM

I cleared JCT! *smiLeZ*

Hahas..didn't expect to pass actually..especially for Econs..considering that I didn't study for it at all, I actually got an AO pass...though lowest in class, at least not an F..I'm super surprised lah...but then Math damn ci gek...mug so hard oso only mamaged an AO pass...bleah! I nearly cried when I got my ppr back...haiz. Ohh but Lit saved da day..as usual..I got a C!!! Hahas...that was a pleasant surprise...esp Donne essay...but Gothic was horrifically bad! >_<

So aniwaes...just waiting for GP to come back...ohh, today went to sch to do Lit PC test...had nth to write! Horrible feeling manz...staring at da ppr and not knowing what to write...then somemore surrounded by zai Lit pple on both sides..Zub and Xtina..so stressing! Lol. Probably will fail it lah...what's new...*shrugZ* Then after that stayed in sch awhile to mug wif Jeannie and Joan..I feel like I accomplished more in those few hours than I ever did in any weekend so far! Oh manz...I completed my tutorial 59 and article reviews...budden after that went out wif fmly then just came back not long...tml must mug somemore! Hahas..I love mugging math...lol! Though not always...*grinZ*

Ohh tml got TKGSSB concert...heys Guanz sorrie I'm not going! But I'm getting sth for u; hope u'll like it! Povided my sis remembers to pass to you lol. haf a great performance okies? =)

Okies pple tkkaire! =)

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11:21 PM

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12:24 AM

Just like my MSN nick says, there's always a time to forget. And now's one of those times. Putting it behind me is gonna take time, but I realised that I've been unknowingly doing exactly that. Which is good I guess. Especially after what I found out just now. I thought I'd take it pretty badly, but so far, I'm still fine. Okies, so maybe it affected me a little. But I'll get over it. I have to.

There's no point dwelling over it. It ain't gonna help me. In fact, it's distracted me badly enough in da past. I've had enough of those sleepless nights and moments of unnerving distractions...I want it all to go away. And it will. Cos' I'm gonna forget all about it, all that happened, that did not happen, that could have happened.

It's gonna be over.

me
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12:24 AM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Thursday, July 08, 2004

7:40 PM

Didn't get back any papers today so my mood was relatively okay, hahas. Ohh yar...happy bdae Teresa dear! =)

Been contemplating about what to do after my entire JCT results are out..but guess I shall leave that to next week. For now, just wanna stop ponning lectures and do all my tutorials! Lol.

Wah then I went to see a doc last night to get an excuse for PE today..little did I know that I'd end up with wound dressings on both legs! Dots..apparently it became worse lah...more serious than expected, considering that it started out as just a skin abrasion..alamak..should have asked for 1 week's excuse..god knows if I can run by next Tue..hahas.

Okies...wanna go finish up da book I'm reading then continue with my tutorials..tata~!

me
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7:40 PM

*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

8:23 PM

Yesterday was a great day, today's a sucky day. *bleaH*

Didn't get to come online blog ytd so shall do it now..heh. Went iceskating wif Ter, Aloy and Jeannie..was damn fun! Lol. Managed to learn how to iceskate enough to keep away from da wall..hee. Actually I didn't fall that much, but it was only when we were about to leave that I suffered da BIG FALL. Muahahas! And to think I can still luff abt it...hurts like shit!!! >_<

Was skating wif Ter..at his speed..which, of course, was way too fast compared to mine. Hahas. Then before we knew it, this 2 little boys appeared outta nowhere and bang! Big collision lol. I landed on my butt- HARD. *ouchies!* It hurt like hell sia...but I thought it would be okay after awhile...aniwaes after skating we went to watch Spidey at PS..it's a great show! Hahas...as good as da first, but I dun think that either was better than the other..yups..

Turns out I fell way harder than I expected..then today had PE somemore..got parent's letter but I still ran da 3 rounds...very slowly! It hurts so much I can't even sit and stand w/o grimacing in pain..then still got this big bruise on my knee! Speaking of which, poor Jeannie suffered a humungous bruise too! I feel like shit now but I still think it was worth it...iceskating is damn fun! Hahas...aniwaes, no pain no gain right?? =p

And yeah, I was saying today's a sucky day..aside from hurting like shit, I got back most of Econs ppr..shan't remind myself. It was worse than shit lah, my results. Couldn't decide which hurt more, da physical hurt I was feeling from my fall or da hurt at da thought of failing JCT..Econs oreadi cannot make it liaoz, then tml getting back Math..I piah so hard for it and in the end...sighs. As for Lit..*shakes head* I haven't felt so lost in a long time liaoz..over results, that is. I seemed really tired and maybe upset, but I guess being upset tired me more than I would have been. After getting back Econs, I felt so much like crying..but nah, I wun do that in sch..over a ppr I knew I didn't study for at all..but da feeling was still....

Dun wanna spoil my mood further le..if I'm in a terrible state, there are others worse off..shall just figure out what step to take next after all my pprs come back..

me
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8:23 PM

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Sunday, July 04, 2004

9:36 PM

Phew...JCT's finally over! *yays!*

So I'm gonna do really badly...but for now, I ain't gonna care about it...enjoy my last day of holiday tml b4 going back to be slaughtered by my results...hahas!

Ooh me went to watch da SYF display finals ytd...TKSS won!!! *whoopee!* Went there just to root for them manz..I'm so glad they won! They were super zai sia...very say! Lol. Terence was convinced Bowen would win..okies, so I agree they posed a pretty bug threat to TK..but on da whole, I was pretty sure TK was da better band. In terms of volume, Bowen was louder lah..more impressive, in a sense. But in terms of display and discipline...I gotta say that TK beat them hands down. Just like da competition title says, it's a display band competition, not a concert band competition. So even if let's say Bowen had played better, their display wasn't as good mah. Hee. Ohh but too bad da TK DM didn't win best DM. That went to da Deyi DM...he was pretty good too...anyway congrats to all of them! Hahas.

Aniwaes tml going iceskating! Hahas...then watching Spiderman 2! I'm excited hahas..can finally slack properly after JCT...but after that it's back to mugging again lah...and possibly go see Mrs Lim...*shudders* Oh well, shall take it as it comes...meanwhile, shall enjoy myself first! *grinZ*

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