Friday, June 25, 2004
11:31 PM
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.

8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.


Ooh..so that's me?? Lol. Okies lah, some quite true. Ohh and what am I still doing online??!! Gothic!!! Arr!!! Hahas okie okie going offline after this! Promise! =p

me
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11:31 PM

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11:21 PM
I've turned mugger!!! *gasp!*

But only temporarily! Lol!

Ohh...cannot...must permanent..Aloy say wan...at least until after A's..hahas..and since I know he's right..shall listen to him! Thx for da reminder Aloy! *smiLeZ*

Went mugging today again..as I've been doing da past few days...wif LK as usual, then we were joined by Terence and Sheryl..Mavis left after lunch haha. I must say, I'm pretty proud of da way I mugged today..okies, so maybe it's not some kind of impressive mugging that muggers are famous for. Budden, I actually felt like I got something accomplished, so yeah! *grinZ* Honestly, now that I think abt it, it ain't very much really..considering that I have yet to even start on Econs (I dun plan to, btw) and only done abit of Lit..been doing more of Math than anything else. There's so much to cover! But I finally completed da 2002 JCT ppr! Woohoo! Hahas. So I took 2 days. But better than not doing at all! Seeing how it takes alot for me to get started... =p

Ooh then I got an email reply from Winnie dear! Her life now sounds fun! Hahas. Then I replied and told her abt my Big Plan...lol! Hope I can see her soon manz...haven't seen my dearest senior for such a long time! Miss her lots and lots! Okies, shall ask her out after JCT...then see if can make her find a car and drive us around! Wanna experience her newly-acquired driving skills! *grinZ* Meanwhile, tkkaire lots dearie! And have a fun trip to Taiwan! Me will be missing ya loads! *muaCkZ* =)

Haha..tml going mug again! Wif LK again...and Aloy! Hee...back to BK..man...been living, eating, breathing, mugging BK for 3 entire days! I like BK, yeah. but it's getting pretty overwhelming...lol! Haha but for da sake of mugging... =p

Okies...just came to blog abt my day..gosh, I've spent so long online oreadi?! And it's late! Me shall go back to mugging after going offline..must finish up Gothic! Hahas. Hopefully I wun fall aslp at da table...today's been a physically and mentally tiring day, but I think it's a day well-spent! Ciao peeps! =)

me
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11:21 PM

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Thursday, June 24, 2004
8:45 PM
Today's a bad day.

Enough said.

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8:45 PM

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
11:01 PM
I'm depressed.

I'm scared.

Of? What else? JCT lor. *bleaH*

I'm like so fucking dead. As is, seriously.

I hate my life!

I hate mugging!

I hate TJ!

*screams!!!*

me
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11:01 PM

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9:44 PM
He came back today.

At least, I think so.

I wanna msg/call to say hi..ask how's it been da past few weeks..but everytime I pick up the phone..I'll just put it back down.

Then I'll ask myself, what's so hard about sending a simple msg? And that's when da ans comes to me.

It ain't difficult to send a msg. Not at all.

But it's hard to wait for your reply, to wonder what you will say. Or whether you'll even reply. *shrugZ*

God knows if you'll ever see this. Part of me hopes you never will. Yet the other part of me hopes you will...so maybe you'll finally know how I feel..that I've been missing you.

It's not quite my style to write liddat, to be so open. But sometimes, when da mood strikes...*shrugZ*

Anyway, I've finally realised that you do mean something to me. No difference from the past. But, I dunno if you can say da same thing abt me. Doesn't matter anymore. It mattered in da past, mattered to me. But it doesn't now. I dunno why. Maybe this is what it's like to let go.

I dun hafta get rid of da feelings in order to let go. And I haven't. Cos' deep down, I still like you. I always have. But whether or not your feelings have changed...

It's up to you.

me
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9:44 PM

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Monday, June 21, 2004
2:49 PM
Spent sometime just now making dumplings with Daddy. It was so hilarious! Lolz! First-timers at it, and sad to say (though expected =p), it was quite a flop. Haha..it really ain't as easy as it seems! Da hardest part is wrapping it up..between da 2 of us, there doesn't seem to be even one decently wrapped one which can pass off for a dumpling..in other words, instead of getting those traditional triangular-shaped dumplings sold everywhere, we came up with dumplings of all kinds of shapes and sizes..*grinZ* It's steaming now..and will continue for at least another 2 hrs...god knows how it'll turn out to be..muahaha! =p But despite our failure at making it, at least we had fun... =)

Hmm..just typed out my Big Plan..which only Jeannie knows so far! Haha...rmb what I told you at Macs that day? Hee..I'm dead serious about my plan this time round..and I've been so fickle and heck care about my future that I think my parents have ceased to trust me fully regarding my decisions and so on...so this time, I gotta put in extra extra effort to convince them! I actually did it out in a proposal form sia..not quite detailed yet, just a rough draft..but should be clear enough to get the main idea across..haven't shown it to them yet..I'm quite scared, actually. Especially their reactions..particularly my Mum's..she has this tendency to get overly worked-up pretty easily..so it's either I get a chance to explain my plan further, or I lose any hopes of living my own life..*crosses fingers*

Must think about it awhile more before finally letting them see it..check for loopholes...oh manz..I'm scared! Haha...but bo pian lah..this time must be serious liaoz...

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Sunday, June 20, 2004
12:02 PM
Just created this comments thingy..though I dunno wad for, seeing how I haf a taggie..ahaha...doesn't matter lah..*shrugZ*

Going out wif Terence later..shopping! Haha..when I should be at home studying..*bleaH*

Ooh yes! Happy Father's Day to my dearest Daddy! =) And to all other fathers out there...hee..and ohh yar..cannot forget another impt person..my laoba!!! Lolz! I'll gif u ur pressie when I next see you yar..too bad you couldn't get it ytd...hahaha...

Last night was ridiculously farnie. I was kinda surprised to have Jeannie calling me at home so late, then when I picked up, LK called me on my hp! *dotZ* Apparently they all together lah..go eat supper after cchs concert..then after they put down, they called again..this time Jeannie calling my hp..*rolls eyes* Then later we decided it's way too much of a surround sound holding 2 phones at da same time (for me) and having both of them standing next to each other all da while..muahaha! So we did conference call with LK's hp..lolz! That has gotta be da most ridiculous phone conversation I've ever had! Hahaha... =p

Anyway after they were done I had to entertain LK for an hour on da phone..tat tootz nv bring enough money, so after taking a cab back to his junior's house wif her, he figured it'd be better to walk home from there..seeing how it's all within Tampines anyway..apparently he was half wrong yar..lolz..walking around at 1 plus in da morning and wondering where was the correct route..it was a total riot manz...*grinZ*

Hmm...still got some time left before going out..see if I can catch a bite then go mug abit or sth..haha...yeah right.. =p

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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]