Wednesday, June 02, 2004
8:22 PM
Was reading a book today..'Imitation In Death'..some kind of detective mystery novel..wow..haven't read book in a really long while liaoz sia..haha..the book's pretty good..while reading it I came across this entire part said by da main character..

"Women are the worst. They zero in on some guy. Oh boy, he's the one, gotta get me that one. So they do. Then they spend the rest of their time trying to figure out how to change him. Then if they manage it, they're not all that interested anymore, because guess what? He's not the one anymore."

In a way, I find it quite true..when pple talk of changing someone, it's usually the woman changing da guy. Although I can understand all that I'm-changing-him-for-his-own-good crap, as part of the female population, I dun really agree with it. If you really change the guy to become what you want him to be, what will happen to the guy you first fell in love with? In that case, which is the one you really love? Maybe that's why I agree with that quote..we women change guys to suit ourselves, according to the perfect guy we see in our minds. But often we forget that by doing so, we're getting rid of the guy we fell for. No wonder 'he's not the one anymore'. So when that happens, whose fault is it? The woman's? For having changed the guy? Or the guy? For having submitted to the woman and allowing himself be changed? I wonder if I'll ever know the ans..*ponders*

Anyway, I'll be leaving for M'sia tml..though I dun really wanna go, I guess it's a pretty good time to catch up with my family..realised that I've been kinda drifting apart from them since I started JC..what with my oh-so-busy-sch-cum-social-life, I think I've kinda neglected family life..hmm..

Will miss pple during da 3 days..hp no autoroam! *sobZ* Just another example of how dependent we are on handphones nowadays..haha. Oh and laoba, though I know you wun see this, do cheer up k? You were quite sianz earlier, and I dunno if your mood improved..but I doubt you'll stay sianz tml lah..got someone to bring a smile to your face wad..*grinZ* Yupz take care peeps.. =) And before I forget, Happy Birthday my dear Guanyu! Though it's a day early, haf a great bdae tml k!!! Love ya! *muaCkZ* =)

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
9:36 PM
Me didn't go JJC concert in da end..sorry Terence! >_< Went back to TJ today..section was washing instrus! Haha..went to help them...only got LK, Nina and Jiemei wor..heez. Plus I had to take home mugging stuff..anyway we washed and polished and greased and oiled da trumpets...haha..I kinda miss doing all those manz! Lolz..spent some time on it then went to have lunch at LJS..haha..later went back to bandroom and played mahjong with LK, Zhiying and Guangyao! Ahaha..mahjong is indeed addictive..but I'm not addicted to it lah..*grinZ*

Today's been such a slack day..I'm feeling guilty again!!! >_< Havent' started mugging for JCT..save for da little bit of Econs I did ytd..hahz. Then Siti was quite right in 'lecturing' me over sms earlier..said that I should wash my brain with Econs, Math and Lit instead of washing trumpets..asked if I have nth better to do..k lah, though I was abit stung by her comments initially, I came to realise that she's totally right lahz. Sigh. I just can't seem to make myself mug sia. I hate studying!!! *bleaH* I'd pick band, in fact, anything at all, over studies anyday!!! Which spells trouble, I know..but...haiz.

I hate mugging! >_<

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Monday, May 31, 2004
11:17 PM
I'm in a dilemma. Not quite a dilemma, actually. I just dunno what to do.

Terence wants me to accompany him to JJC's band concert tml. It's all da way at Jurong!!! Omg. Then somemore I'll be at sch lor. Wth. Bedok isn't exactly next to Jurong lah. But then again, neither is Tpy, for that matter.

This sucks.

I dun wanna disappoint him by saying no, cos' he really wants someone to go with him. But at the thought of it..*faints* Although 5 bucks for da tix isn't wad I'd call really expensive, the point being I'm flat broke! Mummy forgot to gimme my allowance this mth...and I dun like to ask from her..money's so hard to come by..and I keep spending too much...*sigh*

What should I do??? >_<

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12:34 AM

Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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12:19 AM
Changed my bloggie layout! Haha..I like this one..it's so cute! And I like pink!! Haha..this has really improved my mood... =)

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Sunday, May 30, 2004
7:25 AM
Is that really me? Spring...hah..

I only wish.

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7:24 AM

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]