.shut me out from this world.
Saturday, May 08, 2004
2:14 PM

Feels like I haven't blogged for a long time liaoz..though it's only been a week..haha..computer had a virus..all thx to my meimei...-_- Luckily it's gone! haha...*smiLeZ*

Hmm..later going out wif da band pple...to da beach..actually I was kinda hesitant abt going when ZH msged me last night to ask..but da more I thought abt it..decided to just go lor..asked laoba along..n Sheryl..then see if da rest of da section wanna go..think they should be going ba..hee..

But then ar..all those who will be going..I mean, can get along with them, but I'm not say exactly within their group lahz..so will feel kinda weird I think..lucky got da section going..haha..aiyah, wadeva lah..just see how later lor...hee...

I'm quite sianz leh..gotta start getting used to having no more band..*sigH* Like I always say, band and my friends are the only things keeping me in TJ..making my life here bearable..if not I'd probably haf left a long time ago..but now that band is ending..haiz..let's hope I wun lose wadeva remaining drive I haf..if there's even any in da first place..*shrugZ*

Keke...time to go back to stoning..can't be bothered abt my homework..though I haf tons of it...*bLeaH*

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

Sunday, May 02, 2004
1:43 AM

Prelude XXIV just ended today. =)

Shall give a summary of what happened..I met da section at Bedok BK for breakfast..went with Siti, and although we weren't on time, we expected to be da earliest (as usual). Imagine our surprise when da Yr 1s were all there before us. Haha. It was even funnier da way they tried to hide whatever it was which they were doing for us..da Yr 2 trumpeters..but I really appreciate da effort guys...u pple are so so so sweet! *smiLeZ*

Anyway, turns out they got this dustpan thingy for us..personalised ones..plus a sanitary pad each with our name..*Lolz!* YJ was kinda horrified...muahaha! *grinZ* Ohh! And da little doggie!!! Omg, that's so freaking cute!!! Must have cost alot lah..seeing how got 4 of us somemore..really thx so much dears...love ya lotz! Hee...laoba oso gave me this really cute mini cow photo frame thingy..so now he noes tt cows mean sth to me..ahaha...and thx for da treat laoba! And da choc..and da this..and da that...wahaha... =)

I think da concert was a total success sia..I'm really very happy. But it was partially a sad day for me too...da 1st half was still okay..anyway it was da 2nd half I was nervous over..esp Neverland..but sth happened during da interval..a small accident which left me with a cut n swollen upper lip..and it was bleeding lah..so I totally panicked..really couldn't play..it hurt so much I actually cried in da middle of da piece lah..for da March, I didn't play at all..pretended to, instead. Didn't haf a choice. So it's really quite sad..a piece just for Yr 2s alone, and I couldn't play at all...oh well...then Les Mis too..I tried to play, but it was still bleeding lah..when it came to Neverland, I simply couldn't take it lor..it's, like, da piece means alot to me cos' I really didn't wanna screw up for my last concert..and this had to happen..da feeling was so terrible that I actually cried..though not tt obvious lah..but anyway it wasn't as bad as I expected cos' I just ignored da pain and forced myself to play..nevertheless, it was quite a screw up lah...but thx Mav and laoba..for helping to cover for me so I wouldn't screw up too badly.. =)

Actually after that it got kinda better..i just tried to switch to more of a side lipping to alleviate da pain..worked a little..so managed to play most of da remaining pieces..ohh yar! Must rmb to thank those pple hu came today!!! Love ya peeps lots!!! And thx for all those flowers and gifts..I'm overwhelmed! Haha...really thx so much! *muaCkZ*

Hmm...YJ just msged me to say sorry...for, like, da millionth time...manz..I just wish he'd stop feeling so bad..it's making me feel bad too...I mean, it was purely an accident..it's not like he caused me to be unable to play on purpose lah..so, YJ, it's totally NOT ur fault! Dun be so apologetic k? I nv blamed you..really! No one wanted it to happen, so just let it go k? We're all friends and section mates..no way would I blame you over such a thing..so yeah..enuff feeling bad liaoz k...u've more than made it up to me... =)

After da concert went for dinner/supper wif my section..in fact I reached home pretty late..but I'm not tired leh..anyway tml I not going sch..haha..supposed to be only half a day off but I see no point in going back for just 1 more lesson lah..might as well just not go..haha...then can wake up late! Lolz..

Keke...whether I like it or not, muz go slp soon..my hair oso blow until dry liaoz...hee..tml see how again...maybe find pple to go out wif..haha..hopefully my lip wun get worse..a.k.a swell even more..it's bad enuff as it is..haha..I eat like a snail now..*lolz* aniwae...I really enjoyed myself today...has gotta be one of da best, if not THE BEST concert I've played for! Everyone gave really good comments too...*yay!* And laoba. ur solos were good! Dun worry k..though not perfect, u shd noe wad I mean...*smiLeZ* Really can't bear to leave da band...my darling section..they totally rock my world sia..to haf someone like laoba in my section is even more of a bonus lor..haha..thx for da joy u pple haf given me! Will miss ya lots...love ya! *muaCkZ* =)

me
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*[dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die today]*

.girl in question.
[geri]
[turned twenty ONE on 28th jan!]
[aquarian]
[shopaholic]
[ij to tj to nbs]
[crazy moments]
[can be a biatch]
[2903]

.adores.
[rainbow] [stars]
[trumpet] [sunshine]
[monokuro boo] [tigger]
[shopping] [candy empire]
[family and friends*hugs*]

.take note.
nothing for now.all in my head.

.wants.
|i just want YOU to be alright. recover soon please..|

.current loves.
||my family||

.darlings.
amala amanda amy anneson benji berenice candice cherish cheryl chih lin christina cindy corinne daniel darren dawn deborah dern eileen elayne gerald guanyu huiteng huixun jasmine jeannie jiabao jieying jinyuan joan kingman layleng lianya luther marinah melf mitchelle neo nina ntusb pamela peiqin pyrite's blog sheryl tow boon vanessa wenhui yifen youwei ziyun

.click on them.
baumhouse birks- gso birks- jestel kg friendster haloscan hollister hyper-act! michael phelps club naturlich footshop orisinal who lives near you

.memories.
|tjband|
[syf 2003]
[prelude XXIII]
[prelude XXIV]
[trumpet section 2003]
[band thailand trip]
[trumpet section outing]
[wasbe 2003]
|2903|
[prom 2004!]
[class outing to beach]
[2903 album]
[sentosa]
|iras|
[concen TCOs]
|ij clique|
[bbq at bern's house]

have seen my daily craps =]